If Not Now, When?

To be honest, Nikki hadn't intended to go this far.

After all, wasn't this a crime, to secretly subdue a man while he was asleep and think of doing that? Not only would it break the trust they had, but it would also prick her own conscience.

That's why Nikki had tried her best to hold back.

But then, a thought suddenly struck her.

But if I don't do it now, when will I ever get the chance?

She was a Manifestor, a person with no affiliations. She was a peculiar existence, firmly afflicted with the Wanderlust Fate, a wanderer who knew how to sleep under the moonlight.

What's more, she had few friends, and she naturally knew no man!

On top of that, her painstakingly built reputation was utterly trashed by pointlessly saving Sephiroth recently.

Seriously, am I going to die without ever having sex until I'm old and decrepit...? A genuine sense of crisis washed over her.

Dying in battle wasn't something she particularly feared. Even if an unbearable danger came one day and took her life, she could handle it. But until that time came, to die without ever seeing a man's dick... that was truly terrifying!

Wasn't that too cruel, to die without ever having sex in her entire life? Once that thought took hold, Nikki was left with neither fear nor hesitation.

Of course, that didn't mean she just pounced on him without a second thought. Nikki still had a shred of conscience left.

At first, she had merely pulled down his pants a little, just to get a look at his lower body.

The outline was quite substantial, no matter how she looked at it.

*Thwump—*

But when she pulled down his pants and saw *that* massive thing... when she saw the flesh-colored club.

She felt the last thread of her reason snap once more.

She involuntarily gasped in admiration.

Whoa, *fuck*...

The medieval world was a place without anything like porn. Of course, there were erotic prints, but even those were merely entertainment for the wealthy. , not for her, who, like otherworlders, didn't have the internet and had never even visited a brothel.

This was practically the first time she saw a man's Private Parts directly. Of course, she knew what they looked like, but seeing them in person was truly overwhelming.

“Are all men really this big...?”

With half lust and half curiosity, she slowly reached out to his lower body. She felt a wondrous sensation: smooth skin, yet firm inside. Feeling a sense of wonder, she slowly caressed his dick.

...Mm.

Because of that, Yor twitched briefly in his sleep. Nikki was startled, but fortunately, Yor didn't wake up.

He had fallen into a deeper slumber than she expected. Feeling more confident, she decided to act more boldly.

“Whoa.” She poked the tip of the glans, and tightly gripped the thick shaft. It was clearly just a body part, yet strangely, every time she did that, she felt a ticklish sensation down below.

Her lust intensified ceaselessly every time she saw him in such a defenseless state.

At one moment, then.

...Huh? Clear fluid emerged from his dick, which she had been playfully poking like a cat with a toy.

Even though its owner was deep in sleep, the steadily accumulating stimulation was enough to make his little friend “cry.”

Daddy! He's bullying me! Waaah. It was quite a pitiful sight, but the wicked perpetrator merely showed more curiosity.

“Swoop... Haa.” As pre-ejaculate beaded up, a sweetish smell wafted through the air. Honestly, it wasn't what you'd call a good smell... but there was something strangely arousing about it.

Nikki, her face slightly flushed, thought this.

*'Should I at least have a taste...?'*

She immediately put her thoughts into action. Using her tongue, she slowly licked the tip of his glans. An indescribable taste lingered in her mouth, a taste that was slightly repulsive, yet sexually stimulating.

Slurp— Slurp—

For a moment, only erotic slurping sounds echoed within the Cave.

Highly aroused, she even took off her own pants midway.

Then, at one moment.

Mm, mmm. Yor, who had been deep in sleep for a while, suddenly woke up.

Now clearing from fatigue, he turned his Drowsy State eyes towards Nikki. And as if performing a Situation Assessment, he alternated his gaze between his Private Parts and Nikki.

...! Soon, Yor's eyes widened.

Wait, *fuck*. What are you...? He tried to say something, but Nikki didn't listen.

His reason was already half-devoured by lust. Suddenly, she remembered something an Adventurer she had briefly partied with long ago had said.

Although she was currently the object of everyone's envy, there were Adventurers she used to hang out with when her reputation was good.

What that Adventurer had said back then was... if you're going to cross the line, cross it completely. Nikki somehow felt that now was that time.

So, Nikki grabbed his wrist without hesitation.

Thud.

Instantly, a look of bewilderment filled Yor's face.

*

“Sorry... really, I'm sorry...” That's what Nikki said after subduing Yor's wrist.

Naturally, he couldn't help but be flustered. He couldn't fight off the overwhelming sleepiness, so he dozed off for a bit. And when he woke up, what the hell?

The first thing he saw upon opening his eyes was his Private Parts crying profusely and Nikki panting. Naturally, Yor tried to sit up.

Even if he ignored his exposed lower body, he wanted to assess the situation first. But before that, Nikki moved faster, grabbing Yor's hand. And that's how they ended up in this current situation.

“No... but, I'm a woman too. Isn't it a bit much for you to be so defenseless?” she complained, as if implying that this situation was partly his fault.

Of course, Yor was simply bewildered. As he woke up a little more, the sensations in his lower body gradually returned. A ticklish pleasure briefly ran down his spine. He pondered for a moment.

*'Should I like this, or not...?'*

He had already been secretly disappointed that Berserk State B hadn't activated anyway. But now he woke up right before sex, so that was a good thing. However, separate from that, being on the receiving end like this, he couldn't help but feel a strange sensation.

It felt good to be perceived as so attractive by the opposite sex, but to be *taken* himself? He preferred to be the one in charge; this helpless situation wasn't quite right.

So, Yor tried to pull Nikki's hand away first.

Huh? But it wasn't as easy as he thought. No matter how much force he applied, the arm holding him didn't budge.

No, he couldn't even put much strength into his body itself. It was as if he were under a powerful debuff. Yor quickly realized why that was.

“Damn Holy Water...”

Apparently, he couldn't subdue a Manifestor who had achieved Transcendent Breakthrough with his weakened Physical Ability. As he frowned for a moment, Nikki spoke again.

Just stay still. I absolutely don't intend to hurt you. And then she immediately climbed onto Yor's body, positioning herself for cowgirl. Nikki's labia minora and the tip of Yor's glans rubbed together softly. *Hngh*, a faint moaning sound escaped Nikki's lips.

Just a taste. I'll just have a taste and then let you go, really... With 20% apology and 80% lust, Nikki slowly began to insert.

Squelch— His Private Parts gradually entered Nikki's vagina. Each time his Private Parts went deeper, pain and pleasure simultaneously surged through Nikki's body.

The one among them that held a greater proportion was none other than pain.

“Augh...” Come to think of it, she hadn't even lost her virginity yet. She was a relatively pure human, having barely even seen porn.

His large dick was bound to be overwhelming for her in many ways.

“C-can all of this really fit...?”

Because of this, Nikki could only hesitate, stopping at the upper part of the shaft. It already hurt quite a bit now, so how much would it hurt if she went all the way to the root...? Thinking about that made her feel a sudden fear.

*Meanwhile, Yor looked at her and thought this.*

“How should I mess with this bitch...?”

Because, come to think of it, she was quite audacious. He felt sorry for her being chased by people, so he fed and housed her, and now that she was comfortable, she was trying to take him. Thinking about that, he felt a slight urge to teach her a lesson.

Of course, come to think of it, Yor had been hoping for Berserk State B, but he had already completely forgotten about that. But still, it wasn't easy to even shake off her wrist with a body weakened by Holy Water. He kept trying to exert force, but Nikki's body didn't budge. This was the first time he'd been overpowered like this, so Yor was quite flustered.

Still, perhaps she felt that he was trying to exert force, as Nikki scoffed midway.

“Hehe, this is kind of interesting. You're being overpowered... When I look at you like this, you're kinda cute?”

“You *fucking*... Hmph.” Yor forced himself to swallow his swearing.

This was a problem. Nikki's eyes were half-glazed over; it seemed like she wouldn't listen to anything he said. It would have been one thing if she had just inserted him completely. But she kept moving around only at the glans, which was just teasing.

“I just want to get out of here first...”

As he frowned and briefly looked around, a pile of Holy Water bottles next to him suddenly caught his eye—Holy Water he had placed there to drink as quickly as possible when the blood in his body started to boil again.

'Perhaps...'

The moment he saw it, a small plan formed in Yor's mind. It was a groundbreaking way to shake off her hand and, in turn, subdue her. He decided to put his plan into action immediately.

“Hey, are you even feeling anything, just timidly poking around like that?”

“Ugh... Be quiet.” First, he decided to taunt Nikki, who was moving above him. Sure enough, perhaps she had been thinking the same thing internally, as she immediately reacted, stung by his words.

Yor chuckled and continued.

You won't feel anything unless it goes in this far. And then.

Thrust—!

Without hesitation, he thrust his hips up with all his might.

His Private Parts slid smoothly into Nikki's already thoroughly wet pussy!

In an instant, extreme pain surged through her, and she couldn't help but scream.

“Kyaaah!”At the same time, the strength in her arms slowly gave way.Yor didn't miss that chance.

Wham! He immediately shook off her arm, grabbed a Holy Water bottle next to him, and shoved it straight into Nikki's mouth. Gasping in pain, she had no choice but to swallow the Holy Water.

Gulp, gulp...

For a moment, only the sound of her swallowing echoed in the silent Cave.

No matter that she was a Manifestor who had achieved Transcendent Breakthrough, Holy Water impartially casts a weakening curse upon evil beings. Even she couldn't remain unaffected after drinking Holy Water.

Phew— Wait...! Cough, cough! After she finished the entire bottle, he could clearly feel her strength weakening. Yor didn't stop there and continued to shove Holy Water bottles into her mouth, one after another.

One bottle, two bottles, three bottles...

The liquids, boasting a considerable price, flowed down Nikki's throat.

Each time, Nikki resisted fiercely, but with a body that had already ingested Holy Water, it was not easy to shake him off.

“Ugh... Ugh...”With each empty bottle of Holy Water, her eyes gradually became hazy. Her body's strength drained away, and Nikki trembled slightly.Yor couldn't help but feel a faint sense of depravity watching her.

Of course, because doing this felt like giving an aphrodisiac to a woman, since Nikki was the one who touched him first, he didn't bother to stop.

“Puh-haa...!”

Only after making her drink a total of five bottles did Yor release Nikki.

Then, Nikki collapsed onto the floor like a completely drunk person.

Seeing that, Yor sat up and smiled.

“Hehe...”. For the time of his revenge had finally arrived.Of course, he didn't intend to harm her as part of his revenge.

What was important was that he had regained control.

“How dare you try to pounce on me while I'm sleeping?” Yor looked at her, unable to even properly hold his body upright. Only now could he properly appreciate Nikki's body.

She had jade-white skin, firm thighs, and flowing golden hair. The body of a Westerner, which he had only seen in porn in his previous life, was now before him. Thinking about that made his lust surge.

Moreover, Nikki herself had provided him with a justification to torment her. Yor decided to take her without mercy.

I don't forgive parasites who carve out my heart. He forcibly stripped off her top, then aimed his private parts once again at her already slick and wet vaginal opening. And then, *thrust—* he began to push it in all the way to the root without hesitation.

Hngh?! A strong resistance was felt inside her vagina, as if a narrow opening was being forcibly widened. But thanks to the abundant Natural Lubricant, there was no great difficulty in pushing it all the way in.

...! ———!Naturally, Nikki convulsed.She thrashed her arms, which couldn't properly exert force, and let out incomprehensible screams from her mouth.

Come to think of it, her body was that of a pure Gaian. Her sense of feeling was fundamentally different from that of Otherworlders, who always wore a condom called “Assimilation Rate” during sex. A 10% difference was greater than he had imagined.

'...Oh.'

Of course, regardless, Yor was busy marveling. Her pussy felt better than she had expected. More than anything, the temperature inside felt good. A hot warmth was felt along her Private Parts, as if it were melting.

Manifestors generally had high body temperatures. This was because their metabolism was exceptionally high, given that Physical Ability and Regenerative Ability were fundamental to them. The calories consumed by their metabolism were directly converted into body heat.

As such, Yor honestly couldn't help but feel a slight coolness every time he had sex. This was because body temperature was a relative sensation. No matter how aroused his partner was, if Yor's body temperature was higher, their warmth wouldn't be felt.

But Nikki? She was a Manifestor, and specifically, one related to fire. As such, her basic body temperature was naturally high. For others, it might have been a temperature that could cause burns if they weren't careful, but for Yor, it felt incredibly pleasant.

She'd be comfortable to cuddle with in winter.

Thinking that, he began the Piston Action. With each thrust of his dick, immense stimulation coiled up his spine.

Haaah...! W-wait! Just pull it out for a second! I really feel like I'm going to die...! “Shut your mouth.” Of course, there was little consideration for Nikki in that situation. Since she was the one who messed up first, there was no need to go easy on her, was there? He slapped her butt a few times, signaling her to be quiet.

*Smack—! Smack—! Smack—!*

“Augh...!”

Several bright red handprints appeared on her large butt.

He found that scene incredibly arousing.

Nikki was already a rough human in many ways. Her language was harsh, her personality prickly, and even her expression was sharp. She even had a claw-like tattoo on her side. The situation felt just like disciplining a bully from his school days!

Thanks to this, Yor could diligently perform the Piston Action with the mindset of destroying evil. Her hot body temperature transferred through his skin. Although his entire body was still languid, he still had enough stamina for sex.

As he moved as he pleased for a long time, there came a moment.

Ugh... you bastard... Nikki finally burst into tears from the continuous pain.

“It really... really hurts, *damn it*...”

She felt a little wronged.

Of course, it was true that she had crossed the line first.

But she hadn't even succeeded properly, and was instead being Subdued and taken.

It hurt, and it was embarrassing, so tears welled up for no reason.

No, if he was a 'Man' in the first place, shouldn't he have put on his clothes and first started arguing in this situation? But why was he instead subduing and taking her...? She was very confused whether to like this or be ashamed of it.

“Uh-huh-huh...”

“...”

Still, it seemed her tears had some effect.

Because Yor had paused his movements for a moment. He thought to himself.

'I think I’ve punished her enough at this point.'

It was seeing her cry like that. Yor had been disappointed that Berserk State B hadn't activated anyway. And it was Nikki's impulsive actions that led to this situation.

And he generally preferred his partner to enjoy it too. Yor sighed, “Hmph,” and said to her.

“...Try to breathe deeply, slowly.”

“...Uh, huh?”

“Your body needs to relax for the pain to lessen, you idiot.” Nikki seemed a little flustered, but she did as she was told. Sniffling, she swallowed her tears and exhaled slowly, just as he said.

*Inhale— Exhale—*

With each cycle of breath, the pain gradually subsided.

*At the same time, the pleasure that had been hidden beneath began to surface.*

Yor waited as long as he could until she adapted.

Whoooa—Only when she had calmed down did he begin to move below, very slowly.

“Haaah...”

Instead of the screams that had echoed until now, seductive moaning sounds burst forth.

Considerable pleasure surged up her vaginal walls.

Once she adapted, the stimulation that followed was beyond imagination.

Seeing that, Yor chuckled and said.

“Feeling a bit better now?”

“...”

“Then let's go again.”

And so, intercourse resumed. But unlike before, it was a much slower and gentler sex.

With movements that clearly seemed considerate of her, Nikki couldn't help but feel a strange emotion.

*'...What is this?'*

Honestly, she had never imagined such a situation would occur. She thought she'd be kicked out and never allowed back the moment she was caught. But she was having full sex with him, even if it wasn't in the way she wanted. At first, she felt like she was going to die from the pain, but now that she was in this situation, it actually felt quite good.

“Hngh, haah...” Anyway, the sex continued in that manner. Yor slowly picked up the pace, and Nikki adapted to him. For a while, only her Erotic Moans echoed within the Cave.

Perhaps because of the accumulated stimulation, climax came quickly. Unbearable pleasure, like a rising tide, surged up her spine. Nikki didn't resist the sensation and simply embraced it.

“Haaahhh...!” She came immediately after with a seductive moaning sound. Thinking it was a rather satisfying first experience... she happily ended the sex... . . . . . . . . . . .

She thought it was over.

“Oh, by the way, when did you say you were leaving?”

“Me? Considering when Sephiroth arrives, in about three days...”

“Wow~ that's plenty of time.”

That's what Yor said after she had experienced a few more climaxes.

Nikki had drunk several bottles of Holy Water and was utterly exhausted from the continuous climaxes.

Strangely, even after cumming several times himself, he was still incredibly energetic. It was as if he was absorbing someone else's life force.

From the word “plenty of time,” Nikki couldn't help but feel a strange sense of dread. Why was it that, despite being with such an attractive 'man,' fear was the first thing she felt?

“That means we can thoroughly enjoy ourselves until then, right?” She would fully understand why over the next three days...

...Hngh, haa, haah, haa...

Hngh...! Stop it... I'm really going to die if this keeps up!

“At least... let me get some proper sleep...”

“Shut your mouth.” She had to remain captive to him day and night in the deserted Forest for the next three days.