Chapter 42
Miss Aubert is fine... I've chosen her.
So, Father, you may toy with her as much as you like.
Hehe, it would probably be better that way.
But... that Arman bitch needs a sharp ‘word of advice.’
Even knowing Father rejects her, she keeps coming on to him... Is she really that thoughtless?
A mind that can't think is of no use anyway...
Annoying.
Dirty bitch.
Spinster.
Of course she couldn't have forgotten Father. Father is such an amazing man.
But wanting Father's love is crossing the line.
Father decides whom he likes and loves.
No one gets to interfere.
Hehe, except me.
“I hate Rain Arman.”
“I loathe Rain Arman.”
“I coldly reject Rain Arman whenever she approaches me.”
“I find talking to Rain Arman horrifying.”
“I hate Rain Arman.”
“You understand, Father? You have to think that way, okay?”
...Though it's actually a lie.
For some reason, my suggestion doesn't work on Father...
As expected of Father... Even that part of you is wonderful.
A father I shouldn't have, a father I can't have...
That's exactly why I want Father so badly...
I love you.
I love you...
“I find Cecilia utterly adorable.”
“I think of Cecilia as a woman.”
“I want to have sex with Cecilia.”
“I want to have a child with Cecilia.”
“I want to strip Cecilia whether she resists or not, thrust my hard cock into her tight virgin pussy, make her a woman, and then ejaculate inside her just like that.”
“I want to put my cock in Cecilia's small, adorable mouth, force it down her throat, and then mate with Cecilia like a beast, repeating the act solely to satisfy my lust.”
“I want Cecilia to think only of me... Ah, she already does.”
“I want to spend the rest of my life with Cecilia.”
“…You understand, right? You have to do exactly that, okay?”
Even though my suggestion doesn't work on Father, this is my wish.
This is my prayer to Father, who is more precious to me than God.
But... haa...
Clinging to Father has made my body grow hot. What should I do?
Oh? You too, Father?
As expected of you, a bundle of lust... Even while asleep, you instinctively noticed that the female beside you was in heat, didn't you?
Hehe, so hard...
“Haa, hmm. Slurp, suck, haa... Delicious... slurp...”
No matter how often I suck it, Father's cock is always delicious.
How can it be so virile and magnificent, yet sweet as candy?
“Suck, slurp, slurp, haa... Yaaawn, suck, phew... suck.”
When I lick Father's cock, I can truly feel that I'm a female.
I can feel my womb trembling with the desire to be impaled on this cock right now.
Haa... I wonder how good it would feel...
I wonder how happy I would be...
“Ulp, mmph...! Ha! Hoo... suck, slurp, haa...”
Haa... You had quite a lot built up. You came so quickly.
Father is still only at the stage of touching the students, so you probably haven't had a chance to ejaculate with them...
Hehe, then I'll take care of it for you instead.
But... what a waste.
My womb wants Father's semen so badly that it's twitching like this, and I'm so sad that I can't give it what it wants.
I want to give Father my virginity soon and have him ejaculate inside me...
Still, there really isn't much longer to wait.
Just a little longer, just a little more waiting, and that day will come.
Then you'll have to give me some all day long, all week long—just as much as you gave those other bitches... You understand?
Hehe, I'm looking forward to it.
-Gulp.
“Haa…”
“I love you, Father…”
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Oops, I fell asleep again.
I shouldn't keep doing this, but I always fall asleep whenever Cecilia comes by.
“Hehe, you're awake?”
“Yeah… Sorry. Ria came to visit, and I fell asleep.”
“It's all right. I took a short nap beside you too.”
“Really? I see. Your hair's a mess. Come here; I'll brush it for you.”
Cecilia also looked incredibly refreshed, as though she'd just woken up.
I was worried because her face had been a little tense when she first came by, but perhaps she was just tired...
“Ria, how's life at the academy? Are you enjoying it?”
“Hehe, I'm enjoying it immensely.”
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I can live, I can live! I don't have to die!
Something truly miraculous had happened.
I had an incurable disease... but now it was no longer incurable.
Haha... This is unbelievable...
For Deokbae Asil to have gained an ability like that...
It was utterly unbelievable, but it was real.
So this was the disease Elize Linz had... ‘God’s Jealousy’? You've got to be kidding me.
“‘God’s Jealousy,’ which afflicts the happiest person in the world. This disease—no, it should really be called a curse. Once afflicted with it, you resent the world amid pain that worsens with each passing day, until you become the unhappiest person in the world and die.”
“And this curse doesn't end there. It spreads misfortune even to those around you. It's truly the worst curse.”
“Desperate, I cowardly tried to meet Elize while leaving Ria behind. But then another god gave me this ability, calling it ‘God’s Guilt.’ They said it was guilt over failing to stop that filthy god's rampage, or something.”
“Talk about giving me the disease and then the cure. Thanks to it, I was able to escape the misfortune I'd contracted, but happiness had already left me… And now the day has finally come when I can put this ability to proper use.”
“I'll take responsibility for curing you. It won't be easy, but I'll try. This is also my revenge against God.”
God, did you send me to this world knowing all this?
So I could be cured here of the incurable disease I couldn't be treated for in my previous life?
Was it so I could become the protagonist of a novel and seize my happiness?
Seriously... I don't know whether to curse you or thank you.
Still, this is good news. I can live.
So now I can just live out a happy slice-of-life story while being lovey-dovey with the male leads?
Oh, right. Aria's here.
What the heck? Give me back my male leads.
It looks like the prince and the bodyguard have already fallen for her...
I should at least take good care of my childhood friend.
I never liked the prince's womanizing nature to begin with. Is being handsome all it takes? Did he think I wouldn't notice him sneaking peeks at my breasts all the time?
It made my heart flutter because it was cute how he'd shyly turn his head whenever our eyes met... But now that I think about it, he's just a pervert!
And you, bodyguard, got pretty handsy while claiming you were protecting me, didn't you? Did you think I wouldn't notice you trying to touch me by sweeping me up in a princess carry whenever you got the chance?
I did get butterflies from those firm muscles, but do you know how hard I had to work at dieting because of you? Since you hugged me around the waist every time, I couldn't afford to let myself go!
As expected, my kind, devoted childhood friend is the best.
Bad boys may make my heart flutter and all, but I just want to live peacefully now.
The future I worked so hard to reclaim... I want to live happily.
“Luina! Did something good happen? You look happy.”
Speak of the devil. You show up the moment I think of you.
My childhood friend spotted me, then came running over, all out of breath, and greeted me with a bright smile.
He's really perceptive. How did he figure it out so quickly?
And what's with that foolishly innocent smile he gives me just because I look happy?
It's making my heart flutter...
Aaaah!
What am I going to do?
I'm acting strange!
Now that I know I can live, I keep having all these other thoughts!
Haa...
That's right. The original novel was a romance fantasy.
Of course it had romance in it.
I've been single for over thirty years across my past and present lives, so this feels awkward, but I guess this life will be full of heart-fluttering moments from now on.
But... can I handle it?
“Siwoo... Yeah, something good happened today.”
“Wait, my name isn't Siwoo—it's Lucius, remember?”