Chapter 66
-Crash!
Unable to contain her anger after returning home, Na Hee-ra slammed the front door shut and raged, huffing furiously.
The thing she had always thought would have nothing to do with her had happened to her, and her mental state had already collapsed.
“Fuck… Sob, sob…”
She had left home expecting to spend some sweet time with Siwoo,
but when she returned, she had become the protagonist of a miserable indie film.
“Sniff, sob… Fuuuck! This is disgusting! It makes me sick!”
She stripped off the clothes she was wearing and threw them into a corner.
They were Deokbae’s clothes, including the T-shirt he had given her and told her to wear home. The clothes she had originally been wearing were too soaked with sweat to put back on.
“Haa… haa… Ngh! You bastard! You fucking bastard! Rapist! Nngh, aaagh!”
Shuddering at the memories of last night that kept resurfacing, she ran to the bathroom.
She intended to wash herself and erase those horrible traces.
-Shhhhhhh
“Ugh… It’s filthy!”
She turned on the shower and soaked every inch of her body. It felt as though her unpleasant emotions were being washed away.
But when she touched her body, the memories of that time came rushing back.
Startled, she dropped the showerhead.
“Haa… haa… Fuck… Why did this have to happen to me…? Sob, sob…”
His touch had clearly been the worst, showing no consideration and driven solely by lust, but
absurdly, having him touch her had felt incredibly good.
Deokbae knew far too well how to make a woman’s body feel pleasure.
“This is so irritating… He wasn’t even Siwoo, so why the hell am I thinking about that bastard?!”
Scolding herself, Hee-ra picked up the showerhead again.
This time, it was time to wash her pussy.
Disgustingly, his semen was still inside her. It was a safe day, but she had to scrape it out quickly.
“Sob… Haa… Hic, sob… Ahh…”
With one hand, she held the showerhead and sprayed water on her pussy,
while with the other, she inserted her fingers inside and scraped out the semen that remained.
“Haa… Aah, haa… Hic, hng! Haa…”
It was clearly an act of washing away his traces.
But little by little,
slowly,
she began to get aroused.
“Aah, ah… Hng, aah…”
Instead of scraping out the semen, Hee-ra began searching for and touching her G-spot.
Instead of spraying water inside her vagina, she adjusted the water pressure to stimulate her clitoris.
-Squish, squish
Her arousal fluid began to flow, mixing with the semen and producing lewd sounds.
Her moans were no different.
“Haaang… This… Hng, ngh! Aah! Right here… Yes!”
Just like she had the night before, Hee-ra honestly expressed how good it felt.
“Scratching right here… Aah! Feels so good!”
And just like that, she climaxed.
-Trickle
At the same time, something made up of several mixed fluids flowed from her pussy.
She remained crouched there for a long while, lost in the afterglow,
then belatedly came to her senses and hurried out of the bathroom.
***
She should have felt refreshed after showering, but Hee-ra’s feelings had only become more complicated.
She had never imagined that she would masturbate without even realizing it.
Naturally, she remembered what he had said yesterday.
‘Could it be that you’re a pervert who gets off on being raped, Hee-ra?’
“Shut up! I’m not!”
She shouted angrily at an imaginary Deokbae.
She had grown so anxious that she was afraid what he had said might be true.
-Ring!
Just then, her smartphone suddenly rang.
When she checked it, it was from Deokbae.
“That fucking psycho…”
He had sent her the video he had taken yesterday.
The disgusting video of her squeezing his cock after losing the bet.
She was about to block him immediately when he sent another text.
[You haven’t thrown out my clothes yet, right?]
[(Nobel-chan trembling emoticon)]
[Actually, I never washed those clothes, so they still have my smell on them.]
[Masturbate while smelling them right now.]
[And record yourself masturbating and send me the video.]
[(Nobel-chan smirking and staring emoticon)]
“…This bastard’s a complete lunatic…”
He had given her an utterly ridiculous order.
He wanted her to record herself masturbating and send it to him… It was so absurd that she was beyond anger.
At the same time, she felt embarrassed, as if he had somehow found out that she had masturbated moments ago.
But without showing it, she sent back a refusal.
[Are you crazy? Why would I? Go watch porn.]
[So you’re telling me to post the video you sent earlier online?]
[…I really want to kill you.]
[Yeah. I love you too.]
Instead of replying, Hee-ra threw her smartphone onto the bed.
Then she lay down as well, trying to deny reality.
“There’s no way he’d really upload it. He’d have to be completely insane.”
“…But he really is completely insane, isn’t he…?”
But she soon returned to reality.
Gam Deokbae was a deranged lunatic who had raped her on the very first day they met.
That was why he might genuinely mean it when he said he would upload the video online.
“Fuck…”
In the end, she had to do as he said.
“Why the hell am I really doing this…?”
Tears of frustration at the injustice welled up again as she walked into the living room.
She picked up the clothes she had thrown earlier and returned to her room.
“He wants me to masturbate while smelling these…? Ah… Aah! He really wants me to do this! And record it too?!”
Her anger surged again.
She threw the clothes onto the floor and stomped all over them.
-Ring
Just then, he contacted her again.
Hee-ra’s heart tightened, as if he had somehow found out what she had just done.
[Are you recording? Sorry if you are, but you need to take off your panties and make sure your pussy and face are both visible. Got it?]
But what he sent was yet another perverted demand.
“You fucking pervert!!”
Hee-ra cried out at the demand.
But that was the extent of the resistance she could offer.
“Haa… Something like this… Ngh…”
With a sigh, Hee-ra set up her smartphone so the bed would be clearly visible.
Then she climbed onto the bed, tried out different positions, and adjusted the angle.
Fortunately—or unfortunately—she found a suitable angle on her first try.
“Ugh… Do I really have to do this? Gam Deokbae… You’re such a bastard…”
Grumbling, she finished preparing and pressed the record button.
***
Sitting on the bed with her back against the wall, Hee-ra looked at the camera and spread her legs.
Since she was not wearing panties, her pussy was exposed.
With her face flushed red from embarrassment, she placed a hand on her pussy.
Then she put a finger on her erect clitoris and began rubbing it slowly.
“Uuugh… Uugh…”
She was nervous at the thought of recording herself masturbating.
Unlike usual, her hand movements were awkward, and touching her clitoris produced no sensation.
“Haa… Hng, haa…”
But the thought that he would watch the video aroused her.
She was so ashamed and angry, yet the surreal fact that she was showing him something she should not have been showing him stirred an inexplicable feeling in her, and she became aroused.
Eventually, she began to feel pleasure and gradually increased the force with which she rubbed her clitoris.
“Sss… haa… Sss… haa…”
At the same time, Hee-ra picked up Deokbae’s clothes, which she had left beside her, and smelled them.
The smell of him, which she had breathed in until she had had her fill yesterday, stimulated her sense of smell.
It should have been a disgusting, unpleasant odor, but strangely, the more she smelled it, the better she felt.
It was as if she were being held in his arms.
“Sss… Haaang… Aah, haa…”
No—more than that, it felt as if he were touching her directly.
As if he were embracing her from behind and caressing her with his thick fingers.
“Aah, aah! Feels so good… Hng, aah!”
She hated Deokbae, but she liked the way he touched her.
It was a horrifying fact, but she could not deny it.
“Nngh! Sss, hng… I’m going to put it inside now… Haa, mmph, ngh!”
Touching only her clitoris was not enough, so Hee-ra bit down on Deokbae’s clothes,
then shoved the fingers that had been holding the clothes inside her pussy.
She remembered the way he had touched her and scraped at her sensitive spot.
“Hic, mmph! Hnnngh!”
“Hoo… haa… haa… I came…”
It did not feel as good as it had that time, but it was enough pleasure to make her climax.
She picked up Deokbae’s clothes, which she had dropped, and buried her face in them.
“Ssssss… Hng, heeung…”
Then she inhaled deeply and smelled them, lightly coming again.
“It felt better than usual… Haa… Then that’s enough, right?”
***
After finishing the recording, Hee-ra played the video before sending it to Deokbae.
She wanted to check that her face and pussy were properly visible, as he had instructed.
No, that was only an excuse. The truth was that she wanted to watch a video of herself masturbating.
She was curious to see what she looked like from a third person’s perspective.
“…Is that really me?”
And she saw a lewd side of herself that she had never known existed.
“That’s impossible…”
Hee-ra had thought she would be scowling.
Although it had felt good, she assumed she would naturally have shown her displeasure at being forced to masturbate by someone else.
But the woman in the video was enjoying herself more than anyone else could,
and instead, she looked as if she wanted him to keep watching, thrusting out her pussy and seducing Deokbae, who would be viewing the video.
And that expression… That lewd expression was one Hee-ra was seeing on her own face for the first time in her twenty years of life.
“I…”
Once again, Deokbae’s words came to mind.
A pervert who enjoyed being raped… Deokbae had been right.
Hee-ra could no longer argue against it.
“Ah… Siwoo… I’m sorry…”
Tormented by that realization, Hee-ra thought of Siwoo.
Siwoo was the one she liked…
She had definitely thought she would have her first experience with Siwoo…
But her body already belonged to Deokbae.
“Maybe… sob, a pervert like me… was never right for you from the beginning…”
Holding back the tears that threatened to burst forth, Hee-ra sent the video to Deokbae.
Deokbae checked it the moment she sent it, then replied, saying she had done well and that he would use it as his jerk-off material for the day.
Hee-ra wanted to curse him out, but she had no strength left.
She vowed that even if she gave him her body, she would never give him her heart,
but she was afraid that before long, she would end up giving him her heart as well.
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“Hey, Siwoo! Look at this. She really sent it. I told you, Hee-ra’s fucking lewd.”