Chapter 8
OO Month XX Day
Today, Butler Gam gave me another massage. I came once from my breasts and three times from my pussy.
As Butler Gam taught me, I said ‘I’m coming’ as I climaxed, and he praised me for doing well.
I should keep working at it from now on.
Miss Yena has finally gotten used to putting two fingers in her pussy. She says she’ll try three starting tomorrow.
Miss Yena told me about it as if she were bragging, but I’m already being fingered with three fingers.
And… Butler Gam and Miss Yena kissed again today. The sight of them kissing while embracing each other was beautiful no matter how many times I saw it.
When will I have my first kiss?
…Oh dear, when I imagined kissing someone, Butler Gam came to mind instead of Siwoo. I suppose the sight of those two kissing today is still stuck in my mind.
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Today, I received a new massage. Unlike usual, I got completely naked and let Butler Gam suck my breasts.
He said it was a massage that stimulated the mammary glands and caused female hormones to be secreted.
Butler Gam looked cute, like a newborn baby, as he frantically sucked my breasts.
When I stroked Butler Gam’s head, Miss Yena got jealous of me. I felt a little superior, which made me feel good.
I used to hate my breasts for being so big, but now I’m glad they’re large.
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Today, I learned about fellatio, the act of sucking a cock. He says semen from a cock helps with the secretion of female hormones.
Butler Gam’s cock was incredibly large, incomparable to the fingers he usually used to finger our pussies.
When I moved closer and touched it, it was hot enough to burn me and hard as steel. When I imagined that cock entering my pussy, my pussy twitched.
First, Miss Yena demonstrated. After kneeling on the floor, she took Butler Gam’s cock into her mouth. With one hand, she caressed the part of the shaft that wouldn’t fit in her mouth, and with the other, his balls.
Miss Yena must already have been familiar with the act, because she succeeded in drawing semen from Butler Gam before long.
But I couldn’t. My jaw hurt from keeping his cock in my mouth, and although I licked it here and there, I couldn’t satisfy Butler Gam.
In the end, perhaps frustrated, Butler Gam gripped my head with both hands, then moved his hips, thrusting his cock into my throat.
It was painful and made me feel as though I would vomit, but I had no choice since I was the one at fault. Fortunately, he seemed to like my throat, because he ejaculated soon after.
Thanks to that, my mouth was filled with Butler Gam’s semen. It tasted terrible, but thinking it was semen he had ejaculated because of me, I somehow didn’t dislike it as much as I should have.
When I gulped down the semen, he stroked my head, saying I had done well.
But… now that I think about it, that means my first kiss was with Butler Gam’s cock…
I felt sorry for Siwoo.
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Recently, Siwoo’s attitude toward me has changed. Whenever I approach him, he blushes and takes a step back. Even when we talk as usual, he can’t look me straight in the eye.
I finally felt that Siwoo was seeing me as a woman.
Come to think of it, my father recently asked me whether I seemed a little different. I suppose the massage is finally starting to show its effects.
To show my gratitude, I sucked Butler Gam’s cock more diligently than usual.
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Today, Siwoo asked me out on a date. He brought up a new cafe near the school and invited me to go eat the shortcake sold there, saying it was delicious.
Fortunately, it was a day without a massage, so I accepted his invitation.
As Siwoo said, the cake was very delicious. It seemed to use a unique recipe, so Siwoo and I put our heads together and analyzed the recipe. I was happy to spend enjoyable time with Siwoo for the first time in a while.
No, it was the worst.
I’m not happy at all.
No… I’m the worst one here.
They’re in love with each other, so why…
Just what am I…
Why does my heart hurt this much at the news that Miss Yena and Butler Gam had sex…
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I haven’t gone to get a massage for several days.
I was afraid to see Miss Yena and Butler Gam.
…I’ll correct that. I was afraid to see Miss Yena and Butler Gam having sex.
…I’ll correct that again. I was afraid of how much it would hurt to watch the two of them have sex.
The two of them definitely love each other. And I like Siwoo. I get massages to seduce Siwoo.
So I should congratulate them on finally having their first time together.
But I…
I…
Am I being greedy?
I wanted their first time to happen in front of me.
Since Miss Yena’s body is sensitive, I thought she would climax before she could satisfy Butler Gam.
So I thought I should naturally take her place.
I wanted Siwoo to love me, while also wanting Butler Gam’s affection.
I… really am greedy.
I’m sorry… Siwoo, Miss Yena…
I’m sorry, Butler Gam…
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I haven’t gone to get a massage for over a week. I’m also consciously keeping my distance from Miss Yena. She seemed worried about me, but I forced myself to ignore her.
Seeing that I was listless, Siwoo took great care of me. He tried hard to cheer me up, taking me to his favorite restaurants and cafes with a nice atmosphere.
I was grateful to Siwoo, but my mood didn’t improve at all.
Rather, whenever I was spending time with Siwoo, I thought of Miss Yena, who must have been making love to Butler Gam.
Ah… no, that’s not it.
I was thinking of Butler Gam, who must have been making love to Miss Yena.
Even with Siwoo right in front of me…
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I didn’t go to get a massage today either.
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I didn’t go to get a massage today either.
Today, Siwoo asked me out, but I refused, pretending I was sick.
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I didn’t go to get a massage today either.
Today, I masturbated while imagining Miss Yena and Butler Gam having sex.
But it didn’t feel good at all.
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I didn’t go to get a massage today either.
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…I ended up having sex with Butler Gam.
I’m happy… So this is what happiness is. I’d forgotten.
I should write in my diary… but I don’t have the strength.
Surely I didn’t wake up to find out it had all been a dream, right?
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Fortunately, it wasn’t a dream. The pain in my pussy told me that the sex I had with Butler Gam yesterday was real.
To be honest, I don’t remember much.
Miss Yena and Butler Gam were waiting in front of the school gate, and we went to Miss Yena’s house together. Miss Yena allowed Butler Gam to have sex with me, and
And then…
Sex with Butler Gam…
Why?! I can’t remember anything from the part where we had sex onward. It was my first time… It’s not fair!
When I complained to Miss Yena, she sent me a video of my first time. I looked incredibly obscene and lewd in the video.
I let out ecstatic moans as Butler Gam’s monstrous cock pounded me, then hugged Butler Gam.
Is that really me…?
Is sex really so pleasurable that I can become this disheveled…?
I’m planning to go to Miss Yena’s house soon. We’re going to have an all-night sex party disguised as a pajama party.
This time, I need to be careful not to lose consciousness.
OO Month XX Day
I had sex again today.
I stayed conscious through my second climax, but I lost consciousness again after the third.
Still, I think I’m better than Miss Yena, who passes out with her first climax every time.
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Today, I kissed Miss Yena.
It started with a position for three. I was lying underneath, Miss Yena climbed on top of me, and Butler Gam thrust his cock between our pussies.
Although he wasn’t penetrating me directly, our clits rubbed together, which made me incredibly aroused. And Miss Yena, moaning on top of me, was adorable.
Without realizing it, I kissed Miss Yena, and she accepted my kiss. While we were lost in the kiss, Butler Gam put his cock into each of our pussies.
This time too, Miss Yena lost consciousness with her first climax.
It was fun, almost as if I had made her pass out.
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The three of us had sex again today.
I’m now completely accustomed to Butler Gam’s cock.
Even after ejaculating inside Miss Yena, he was still hard, so I held his cock between my breasts and sucked it with little smacking noises.
Then I lay facedown on the bed and lifted my hips to spread my pussy, allowing Butler Gam to thrust his cock into me.
The dizzying pleasure was so intense that I nearly lost consciousness, and moans escaped me.
As expected, sex feels good.
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Recently, the way Siwoo looks at me has changed again. Now he breaks into a cold sweat and doesn’t know what to do even when he merely speaks to me.
Today, Siwoo and I had some unintended minor physical contact, and I could see that he had gotten hard.
I was terribly disappointed.
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Recently, not only the boys in my class but even the teachers look at me differently. It wasn’t just Siwoo.
There are even people who whisper while staring at my breasts or butt, or secretly take pictures. My breasts and butt already have an owner, after all. Disgusting people.
When I told Butler Gam, he cleaned things up neatly. The expulsions and dismissals took less than a day.
As expected, he’s capable in every way.
To show my gratitude, I got on top and rocked my hips for him today. But in the end, perhaps I wasn’t enough, because Butler Gam ended up moving his hips too. I need to try harder.
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The three of us had sex again today.
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The three of us had sex again today.
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The three of us had sex again today.
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Miss Yena got pregnant.
I was envious.
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Just in case, I checked myself too.
Two lines.
Ah… I’m happy.
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We decided to go on a trip to celebrate the pregnancy.
But Butler Gam told me to invite Siwoo too. He said I should use this opportunity to definitively end my relationship with Siwoo.
I was already annoyed lately by how overly friendly Siwoo had been acting and how he kept making subtle physical contact.
When I said I would, he kissed me and called me a good girl. When I acted cute and said a kiss alone wasn’t enough, he thrust his cock into me.
I should have acted cute more often from the start…
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I invited Siwoo on the trip. After hearing that, Siwoo was happier than anyone and said he would attend no matter what.
Seeing Siwoo like that gave me a good idea.
Hehe… I’m looking forward to the day of the trip.