Chapter 10
I lift my head and stare intently into her eyes.
Bewilderment.
Anger.
Pity.
Arousal.
Expectation.
Fear.
Terror.
I gaze down at Seo Ha-eun, whose eyes hold every emotion imaginable.
Until her eyelids fall shut.
Without looking away.
“⋯.”
I move closer.
I bend my arm and bring it near her lips.
Unlike my first kiss with Seo Ha-eun, which had been nothing but coercion, this time I can clearly see her lips trembling.
I gently rest a hand on her head as she hesitates, unsure whether to push me away or hold me.
“⋯It’s not your fault. You’re drunk.”
I write off every wrongdoing as the alcohol talking, dissolving each negative emotion into it.
I maneuver her into accepting a request she would never have accepted while sober.
Her eyes slowly close.
Her eyelashes, which had been pointing upward,
gradually lower.
“⋯Yeah, mm⋯.”
Whether it was a sign of consent,
or merely a moan.
The moment our lips touch, a lewd, nasal moan echoes faintly through the room.
I savor that intoxicated sound with my tongue, then slowly push my tongue farther inside to taste a little more.
Into her mouth, which welcomes my saliva far more warmly than before,
I etch gentle stimulation into every corner as a token of gratitude,
drawing her into a mire of pleasure where she can no longer say she doesn’t want it.
“Mmph⋯, mm, yeah⋯, ⋯haa⋯.”
I sever the strand of saliva and stare intently down at her.
Too immature to be called a woman’s face,
a delicate face showing no sign of resistance.
The face of foolish prey that had ended up pitying its hunter.
I pull her tightly into my arms, bring my lips to her ear,
and whisper in a voice so cloying it is nauseating, barely above a murmur.
“⋯Are you okay?”
“⋯.”
“Would you be okay if I took out my pent-up resentment on you?”
“⋯.”
No answer comes.
But her twitching body was more than enough to serve as an answer.
I stop pinning Seo Ha-eun beneath me and instead stare down at her body.
Breasts more aptly called obscene than beautiful.
A waistline more aptly called arousing than attractive.
Hips and buttocks more aptly called made for fucking than healthy.
The body every player had wanted to violate during my days as a player lies naked before me.
To be fucked by me.
“Ah⋯.”
When I look at her with eyes filled with nothing but desire, she, who had been looking at me with pity as well, finally notices my monstrous cock.
If she had no experience, it was shocking enough,
and if she did, it was still a grotesque thing she could not help being shocked by.
Without hiding it, I push it toward her as if flaunting it, while I cautiously lay a hand on her genitals as well.
“Ah, wait⋯!”
Pretending not to hear, I ignore her attempt to stop me.
I place a hand on her sparsely haired vulva, which neatly conceals her flesh, and spread it open to either side.
A pink vaginal opening, the same color as the flesh that had occasionally peeked out, greets me.
So narrow that it was beyond narrow,
a virginal hole with even the hymen still hanging across it.
“⋯.”
As I stare intently at her pussy, Seo Ha-eun covers her face with a hand, apparently unable to overcome her shame.
But that fresh reaction and neat pussy only heighten my sadistic urges.
I slide my thumb between the parted folds, press it against the mucous membrane, and push down gently.
“Ngh⋯.”
A cute moan befitting her cute pussy tickles my ears.
I want to give vent to the sadism boiling higher and higher and rape her this instant, but I grit my teeth and hold back.
Just as freshly roasted meat is no good when cut and eaten without resting, since its juices run everywhere.
I want to slowly devour her fresh off the grill.
Right now,
she was a little too dry for that.
“Ha-eun.”
“⋯.”
“Just stay still. I’ll do everything. ⋯I have a condom, too, so it’ll be okay.”
I leave her there, eyes still covered and not knowing what to do, and step out of the bedroom.
Seo Ha-eun is currently in a mentally and physically weakened state.
Once the magic of alcohol wears off, she will surely realize her own stupidity and my viciousness and throw all pity and compassion out the window.
To make this not just my mistake but a mistake we made together, I rummage through the pants I had thrown off earlier and take my wallet from the pocket.
My phone, too, while I’m at it.
After fiddling with them for a moment, I hold both in one hand and return to the room where she waits.
“⋯You didn’t run away.”
“⋯.”
Seo Ha-eun doesn’t answer for quite some time, but her body language alone tells me everything.
Of course, she probably hasn’t even noticed that she’s twitching.
“I’ll be as considerate as I can. Don’t tense up. Relax.”
I set the things in my hand down on the bed and take a condom from my wallet.
At the sound of something rustling, Seo Ha-eun creates a gap between the fingers covering her eyes and peeks at me.
But the moment she sees me putting a condom on my hideously erect cock, she closes that gap again.
Seeing her cover her eyes, I repeatedly stroke the condom fitted snugly over me and touch her thigh.
After indulging in those glamorous thighs, halfway between firm and soft, to my heart’s content,
I gradually become unable to hold back and stealthily place my cock on top of Seo Ha-eun’s clean pussy.
There was some pubic hair,
but only a little longer than peach fuzz.
“Hoo⋯, can I really do it?”
“⋯.”
“Answer me. ⋯Is this okay?”
“⋯Ngh⋯.”
An answer far too inadequate to mean yes.
I whisper in a low voice that only she can hear, as Seo Ha-eun continues to hesitate, unable to make up her mind.
“⋯If it hurts, tell me. Tell me it hurts.”
“⋯Uh, y-yeah⋯.”
After eliciting that still-ambiguous answer, I rub my cock against her virginal pussy.
Her pussy is anything but slick—dry, taut, and full of tension.
I press the head of my cock against the hymen, which looks far too narrow to be penetrated, feel that it cannot possibly go in, and push a little.
“Ah⋯, ah, it hurts, i-it huuurts⋯!”
“Does it hurt?”
“It hurts, it hurts⋯.”
Of course, there is no way it can enter.
Her bodily fluids are insufficient,
while my sticky fluids are trapped behind the rubber membrane.
I even wiped away all the lubricant that should have been there and rubbed it onto her thigh.
The size difference was already making penetration difficult, and after preparing things this way, there is no chance it will go in.
“Then I’ll caress you, so relax. Turn onto your side. That’s right. Good.”
“Ah, haa, haaah⋯!”
So that she can accept me,
I roll her onto her side and press myself against her from behind, pinching her nipples.
I fill her again with the pleasure I gave her in the bathroom.
With unreserved hand movements, I tickle her thigh, then apply stimulation to her clitoris.
Nibbling her bright-red ear, I blow into it without pause.
“Nngh⋯! Haa, haa⋯. K-Kang Juhyeok⋯.”
“⋯You’ve never had sex before, have you?”
“N-no, I haven’t⋯! It hurts, it hurt earlier⋯.”
“It’s okay. It won’t hurt once you get aroused.”
“I-I don’t want to have sex. I’m scared⋯.”
“It’s okay. Relax. Lean into me. It’s okay.”
I draw my legs around her as she trembles in fear, immersed in a pleasure she has never experienced even once in her life.
I grind my heated cock against her buttocks, squeezing tight enough for her to feel my body heat.
I roughly rub her sensitive spots, drawing her into a deep, thrilling pleasure incomparable to the light climax she felt earlier.
“Nngh⋯, h-hng⋯! Haa⋯aang!”
I don’t stop even when she screams and thrashes.
Instead, I go harder.
Without even giving her time to adjust.
“Haaah⋯, hhek⋯, ha, haah⋯.”
“It’s okay. It’s normal. Take a deep breath.”
“Haaah⋯.”
As she cries out loudly and gives herself over to me, I gently embrace her once more.
Because of her thrashing, I somehow end up lying on top of her while she’s face-down.
I lift myself again, turn her over, and spread her closed legs wide once more.
“We’re both drunk and making a mistake, so it’s okay. When it’s over, we can pretend it never happened.”
“⋯.”
As if she can’t hear a word I say, Seo Ha-eun covers her eyes and fidgets anxiously when her legs are spread; she looks so obscene yet cute.
With all her nerves hijacked by touch and her sight abandoned entirely, I pick up the phone I had carelessly tossed on the bed and subtly hold it out.
Her naked body is displayed on the screen, where the red stop button is still visible, but she shows no sign of noticing.
⋯Apparently she has no intention of opening her eyes.
When I pick up the pillow beside her head and hand it to her, Seo Ha-eun hurriedly hugs it and hides her face.
“You can cover yourself if you’re embarrassed. Tell me if it hurts.”
“⋯.”
When I spread open her pussy again after she has abandoned all resistance and meekly offered her body, it is much wetter than before, beyond comparison.
It seems slightly darker from engorgement, but it remains neat and obscene.
Finally, I place the lens against her virginal opening, focus it, and clearly record the image.
Then I lay my condom-sheathed cock on top of it, pull the tip taut, and smear sticky fluid over it.
That too is being recorded clearly.
“Ha-eun, you look like you’re in pain. I’ll only put the tip in at first, so it won’t hurt. If I lose control and push in farther, tell me to pull out immediately. I’m only doing this at first so it won’t hurt you.”
“⋯.”
“That’s right. Relax your pelvis. Take a deep breath.”
The first time of the general manager’s daughter, so rude and ill-tempered,
with tits so fucking huge that every player wanted to fuck her.
The first time of a woman who was stalked in high school
and never let a man get close throughout her twenty-six years.
The scene of her first experience being stolen by a man even more worthless than the vile trainer,
after she had been tormented by that trainer at the gym.
The vulgar spectacle of a top-tier female, with at least an F-cup, a fuckable figure, and clear skin,
having her hymen torn by a massive cock that had to be at least eight inches,
I record every bit of it, from her breasts to my pubic bone, without missing a thing.
“Haaah, aaah⋯.”
“It’s okay. It’s okay. Relax. Don’t tense up.”
“Hoo⋯, hhet⋯, hee⋯.”
Squelch, squelch,
as the fluids gushing out until they overflow from both of us mix together,
scattering lewd and vulgar sounds,
Seo Ha-eun’s once-pure vaginal opening
was gradually widening.