I'll Save You

I wasn't good at anything, and I didn't like anything.

I had no will to live, but I didn't particularly want to die, either.

Dying would hurt.

I was nothing but a coward, too afraid to die.

Everything frightened me.

Because whenever I got involved in anything, I was a nuisance who ruined everything.

I spent my whole life being pushed around by people.

I spent my life hearing things like, “Why can't you even do this?” and “Don't you have any common sense?”

Violence and bullying were a given, but what frightened me most was my own helplessness.

I was born into a family that wanted for nothing, so why had everything started going wrong...