It's Just Unfamiliar

Last night, the mood was so strange that I couldn't call him out on it, but thinking calmly about what Derek said, it really was pointless.

I mean, why would I even practice being a proper woman? What would I use that for?

Just this light girlfriend roleplay is plenty.

This isn't about me becoming a woman, either; it's something I'm doing entirely for my friend Derek.

My mannerisms may be growing more and more feminine, but that's only natural after spending so many years this way.

My mindset hasn't changed one bit.

Even at the ball the other day, all those men who thought they were pretty handsome crowded around me, and all I felt was disgust.

Derek is... Derek isn't a 'man.' He's my friend.

We're just focusing on roleplay for each other's sake.

For each other's sake...