Secret - 3

It's awkward to say it myself, but this situation is quite complicated.

I was filled with the desire to continue these relationships. Even if it was an excessive desire beyond my station, I didn't want to give up these relationships. So, I fell into thought, looking at Pria nestled in my arms.

What should I do?

Though I had been feigning ignorance and clumsiness, dragging out the relationships, eventually, I would have to definitively decide what to do about them. Furthermore, there was a need to consider the possibility of them becoming awkward.

Therefore, this absurd situation where I was “loved by everyone” was highly likely to fall apart soon, so I decided not to get caught up in temporary happiness and to pull myself together.

First... I should consult Liana.

If anyone, Liana was the one who had pushed me towards this, even mentioning Polygamy. She was most likely to understand my position and situation best, and offer a realistic conclusion. So, I decided to ask Liana first and then make a decision.

Of course, it was right to take care of Pria first. I decided to focus entirely on Pria for at least this time, and as I was stroking her, Pria, still in my arms, spoke.

"...To be honest, I was incredibly anxious."

"Anxious?"...