Chapter 6
Have I regressed into an idiot in both body and mind now that I'm a woman?
"Ah, aaah....."
I can't think of anything to say about the scene unfolding before me.
'What did I do...?'
Memories replay as though they were being rewound.
Embarrassing, humiliating memories that make me cringe just by thinking about them come flooding back.
- I'm in the car now~
- Teacher~ You can't touch there~~! Teacher~ You can't touch there~~! Teacher~ You can't touch there~~! Teacher~ You can't touch there~~!
- Spread your pussy and wait. I'm coming.
- Yongsan 2-dong, Masan Building, Room 203, let's go.
- You crazy fuckers, stop it alreadyㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
- I feel like having creampie pregnancy sex.
- Get that pussy ready!
- Let's get the gangbang started!!!
- Sneak into the female streamer's house and....
- Upvote if today's stream was worth itㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
- But did she really climax when he touched her asshole?
- Looking for people to join a gangbang party~~(6/9)
- Hee-ung, noona
"Ah...."
The chat window was dizzying just to look at.
Something had gone terribly wrong.
No matter how much I racked my brain, this wasn't an illusion. It wasn't a dream, and I wasn't seeing things either.
My mind went blank. My brain overloaded and gave up on thinking, as though the power had been cut.
Uh....
Gggg.....
"Uh..... um.... u... s-stream over!!!"
[Lee Do-hee's stream has ended]
"Ah....."
- I seriously want to fuck herㅋㅋㅋ
After the stream ended, the final chat message shimmered in the air before fading away.
"Fuck..."
***
- Thump thump!!!
The sound of her violently kicking the blankets rang out from her room.
"Kyaaaaargh!!!! What the hell did I do!!!"
I'm annoyed.
I'm angry.
And yet, I feel embarrassed and humiliated.
I'm ashamed.
Being sexually harassed while streaming was something I had fully expected, since I'd looked in the mirror enough times.
And since my inner self was obviously still a man, I honestly thought sexual harassment wouldn't affect me much, no matter how bad it got.
But the moment I saw those chat messages,
A scorching heat rose all the way to the top of my head, my vision spun, and my head and body went numb as if I'd been electrocuted.
"Uu.... uh..."
I hadn't acted like myself. I hadn't acted like a man.
The person standing there had clearly been a pink-haired girl.
"Was streaming a mistake...? Maybe I should quit..."
But it would be a little wasteful to give up just like this.
"Yeah.... It's just because my mental state was a little unstable today...."
Rather than feeling embarrassed and ashamed as a woman, I think it's because I more or less know what people would think and feel after seeing me do something like that.
Or is it really shame as a woman......
Honestly, I don't know either. The events that happened today were things that could never happen to an ordinary person, so it's hard to hastily decide what caused these feelings.
How am I supposed to accept this…?
I clutched my head. No matter how hard I tried to deny it, reality was already lying before me.
The pressure felt as though it were choking me.
"Right, I just have to accept it. I've changed."
It's a little sad, but I suppose I have to accept this, too.
More precisely, it's probably because my hormones have changed.
It's not that women are inferior or anything. It's just unfortunate that I can see how this will put me at a disadvantage when overcoming the hardships and adversity ahead.
If anything, acknowledging the mental side of being a woman put me at ease.
"Mm-hmm... Yeah, that can happen."
My body had turned into a woman's, so thinking in a feminine way was only natural. It could certainly happen.
I now possessed a body that could feel shame and turn all bashful—in other words, ovaries and a pituitary gland that secreted those hormones.
Approaching it scientifically seemed to cool the heat in my head.
Once my thoughts started working rationally again, I quickly regained my composure. My breathing eased and gradually returned to normal.
"What was that? It wasn't a big deal after all. I should eat something."
What's the big deal about showing myself naked?
Well, showing myself climaxing there was a little serious. Especially live, in front of tens of thousands of viewers.....
"Ugh.... Fuck, is my erogenous zone really there?"
Thinking that I would have to conduct some research(?) later, I put a pot of water on the stove.
Then,
[Ding-dong~]
The doorbell rang.
'Oh....? Could it be?'
Come to think of it, shame wasn't the only problem.
'That's right. My home address!!'
Hadn't it effectively become an address anyone could visit, like a public communal fucktoy?
- Thump... thump...
I picked up my phone and immediately dialed 112. Whether there was a suspicious-looking man outside the door or nobody at all, I intended to call right away, so I checked the intercom monitor that showed the area outside.
"Huh?"
But someone unexpected was standing there.
It was the landlady.
She was still wearing a dress that bared half her breasts and revealed her entire figure.
'Ah, I got nervous for nothing....'
The sight of her gentle face and the masses of flesh that seemed capable of extending my lifespan just by looking at them brought me peace of mind.
Come to think of it, this building was where female victims of sexual assault lived together, and more than five professional security guards were stationed around the clock at the first-floor entrance.
'Right, there's no way anyone could find their way here easily.'
I ran over, opened the door, and welcomed the landlady.
"Oh... hello?"
"Ah! Do-hee~ I had so much left over while making this.... I thought you might like it~ so I brought some over."
The LocknLock side-dish containers she carried in her arms held several kinds of side dishes, such as jangjorim and stir-fried anchovies.
"Ahh....! Thank you. I'll enjoy it!!"
I hadn't had anything to eat anyway, and had been thinking of just boiling some ramen.
She often took care of me like this, so I accepted it without hesitation. At first, it had been a little burdensome, but now I understood. The landlady was simply the type of person who found happiness in helping others.
And as it happened, there was something I wanted to ask her.
"Excuse me, by any chance...."
"Yes?"
"No one can break in here, right?"
"Oh my, how heavily guarded this place is~ Did something happen?"
The landlady answered as though it were obvious, then asked worriedly.
"Uh.... No...."
Just then, a man's shout came from outside.
[You bastard, what the hell are you doing!!! Grab him!!!]
[Aaaagh!!! Why are you doing this!! I was just looking around the building....]
[Shut up! I saw you filming this place! Take his phone and call the police!]
Noisy voices and the sounds of a scuffle rang out loudly.
"Ah....!"
"You saw that, right? Sometimes men who have been reported in the past come looking for the female victims like this. But they get apprehended right away."
"What? He was only standing around outside. Is it okay to do that?"
"Ah, all the alleys around here are my private property. If someone looks even a little suspicious, we can have them arrested for trespassing on private property~ And even when we arrest people like that, we're right more than 90 percent of the time, so you don't need to worry."
Come to think of it, there was no reason for an ordinary person to suspiciously loiter in front of a building. So they detained them for trespassing first and investigated afterward.
And if they happened to be an innocent citizen? They just paid a little compensation and called it done.
It was quite literally act first, report later.
And the landlady was far richer than I had expected.
"So don't worry~ and enjoy your meal, Do-hee~"
"Yes! Thank you!!"
The landlady's face shone so brightly that I couldn't see it.
God, she was a goddess...
She gave me a house, food, and complete protection.
She even had those enticing maternal pouches that made me want to run over, throw myself into her arms, and rub against her...
Every once in a while, seeing her made me think that being reborn had been a good decision.
A little while later, the security office contacted me, and to cut to the chase, the person they'd caught really was one of my viewers.
He was about to be handed over to the police, but I told them to let him go.
Besides, if they handed him over to the police, the landlady would only lose money. When I explained that I had accidentally exposed my address while streaming, the incident finally came to an end after the security guards lectured me for quite a while.
Well, according to the person they'd caught, he had said something about posting online to keep people from coming here, and apparently all the suspicious loiterers disappeared after that.
"Sigh, in all my life, I've never seen something like this....."
Anyway, what was done was done.
I couldn't stop moving forward over something like this.
In my previous life, I had watched countless comrades lose their lives inside the Tower. Moving forward meant giving something up.
Whether it was humanity or masculinity, nothing was given freely in this cruel world.
Anyway, now that I had more or less sorted everything out, I stopped worrying about it, bravely ate the side dishes the landlady had given me along with a hearty bowl of rice, and!
I gathered my strength and called out the name.
"Come out, Status Window!!!"
[Ding~]
◇Trait
[S-Rank Onahole Body]
Strength +10%
Agility -50%
Durability +100%
Mana +100%
[A-Rank Mana Pool]
Mana +100%
[???] : Unlock Progress 14%
[???] : Locked
[Final Stats]
Strength : 5.5
Agility : 3.5
Defense : 12
Mana : 60
Bonus Stats : 3
"Whoa..."
Just by selecting Mana, I had a whopping 60 points.
"Wow, that's fucking broken..... Is this really okay?"
My mind, which had clearly gone blank and drifted away, snapped back into perfect clarity.
The S-Rank reward gave me 20, and my Trait inflated it by 200%, making it 60 all at once. And it wasn't just Mana. I had a whopping 3 Bonus Stats. If I remembered correctly, A-Rank gave 2, while B-Rank gave 1.
Compared to the other stats, I could really feel how absurdly overpowered this ability was.
"Kyaaaah...!! This is it, yeah... This is what the Tower's all about!!!"
Yes, this was it.
This was why I climbed the Tower.
The sensation of growing stronger in real time. The feeling of progressing. I had become addicted to this feeling, which was why I had climbed the Tower like a madman.
"Right, they say joy comes after hardship? Hehehe...."
The corners of Lee Do-hee's mouth nearly reached her ears, as though she had already forgotten the unpleasant events from moments ago.
Ever since the Tower first appeared, a saying had been passed down like a proverb.
'The Tower is fair.'
Anyone hearing that would tell you to stop spouting bullshit. Even on Floor 1, some people had arrows fly in from behind and pierce their organs, while others just got hit by a few rocks and finished the trial.
I thought it was bullshit, too. And if I went to the families of the dead and spouted that the Tower was fair, I'd probably get slapped.
But from the perspective of the 'god' who created the Tower, it was fair.
The principle of fairness was very simple. The harder the difficulty the Tower gave you, the greater the reward.
If you passed what was commonly called a rigged difficulty, you always received an A-to-S-Rank reward. So if you said, 'I've received an S-Rank reward!' you could proudly go around telling people that you had survived a difficulty designed to screw you over.
Of course, sometimes you got an easy difficulty and received a relatively low reward. But since probability itself was also distributed fairly to everyone, you could say it was fair in the grand scheme of things.
I had experienced difficulties like that several times in my previous life, and nearly everyone currently in the raiding parties was someone who had gone through and overcome one of those rigged difficulties.
And today, I had overcome one.
"Hehehe.... Tomorrow, I'll brag about this~ What kind of content should I do~~"
Thoughts of quitting streaming had already vanished from Lee Do-hee's mind.
***
But there were places where things were unfolding differently from what Lee Do-hee imagined...
[Tower-Climbing Support Gallery]
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★Title : Summary of the female streamer's legendary incident today.gif
Content :
(Lee Do-hee just starting her stream.gif)
(Lee Do-hee with an arrow lodged in her asshole.gif)
(Lee Do-hee having her asshole touched by a doctor.gif)
(Lee Do-hee climaxing.gif)
(Lee Do-hee exposing her home address.gif)
(Lee Do-hee taking a shower.gif)
(Lee Do-hee ending her stream.gif)
(The chat window just before she ended her stream.gif)
Comments :
- Can't be the only one who sees this—Ascension upvoteㅋㅋㅋ
- No wonder her mental state broke
- Uh-oh, this post just got starredㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
- She exposed her bare pussy to the whole nation
└ Her home address got exposed tooㅋㅋㅋ
- The verification badge is fucking ridiculous;; Are the admins insane?
- Looks like the Pantheon guys came tooㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
- Let's send it to Ascension~~
- Checking whether there's a toothbrush at her house
└ You crazy simping bastardㅋㅋㅋ
- Ascension Gallery just got a new arrivalㅋㅋ
- We're fucked;; it already has over a million views thereㄷㄷ
- What the fuck did you guys do???
- Fuck, we're fuckedㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
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This site was also run by the constellation that created PantheonTV. It had taken heavy inspiration from old anonymous communities, but while it resembled them, it was a completely real-name system.
But surprisingly, the posts were even more extreme than those sites. Reports of defamation or spreading false information were punished immediately, but when it came to sexual content, the site was managed so loosely that it was almost completely unrestricted.
No one knew why. People merely speculated that the constellation who created the site lived somewhere where adult content was not illegal, so its standards were different.
Thus, when it came to sexual matters, there was no need to use a VPN to bypass your IP address. The saying about being protected by Asgard's ass had literally become reality.
And the controversy she had caused was heating up Korean communities in a somewhat unexpected way.
[PantheonTV Gallery]
This place was similar to the Tower-Climbing Support Gallery, but it covered all streamers, not just Awakener streamers who climbed the Tower.
So naturally, it couldn't be left out of this controversy either.
But the place they were interested in was elsewhere.....
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Title : Those Tower-Climbing Support Gallery bastards are making another female streamer quit
Content : Why do those mentally ill bastards pounce whenever a female Awakener streamer appears? They should stick to licking the boots of the big guilds like usual tsk tsk
In the end, they spammed recommendations and opened the promotion funds to send it all the way to Ascension Gallery, taking the murder-stepㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Comments :
- Seriously, there are hardly any top-tier Awakeners among streamers. Whenever they have nothing to do, they attack streamers because they're bored
- Wow.... They're sending the naked body of today's female streamer to Ascensionㅋㅋㅋ
└ Not just her naked body—they posted her having an orgasm and her address too;; They're absolute fucking scum
- Seriously, isn't that grounds for a lawsuit?
└ The ones who deserve to be sued are you guys, with all your sexual harassmentㅋㅋㅋㅋ
└ There they go crawling out like bugsㅋㅋㅋㅋ We only play inside here, idiot
└ Seriously, just stay here. Why drag her before ordinary people so she can be publicly humiliated? Poor thing....
- Sigh... Tower people being Tower people....
- The Tower-Climbing Support Gallery really is a murder galleryㅋㅋㅋ
└ Seriously, that's the original murder gallery
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This was why the [PantheonTV Gallery] and the [Tower-Climbing Support Gallery] were mortal enemies.
As more people who seemed to have dual citizenship through their shared identity as 'Awakeners who streamed while climbing the Tower' appeared, each side wanted to make those people more like 'streamers' or more like 'Awakeners.'
Thus, their users often fought in the chats of people who belonged to both sides, and whenever a new face appeared, they engaged in a subtle power struggle to lure them over to their side.
Nothing much had happened recently, but now Lee Do-hee's incident had exploded with a bang~, so they were fighting even though it was not really a big deal.
Their feud had continued for nearly ten years, so whenever a fight broke out, they eventually abandoned the original point, dredged up each other's past sins, and fought until a moderator's hammer put an end to it.
But this time, surprisingly, more people were arguing over who was right and wrong in the present rather than bringing up past sins.
That was because most people thought Lee Do-hee would quit streaming.
Even if exposing herself naked could be written off as one thing, how could anyone think she would continue streaming after a woman climaxed from having her asshole touched on camera and then exposed her address, too?
On top of that, the fact had been preserved without censorship on the community most widely viewed by the entire nation. The situation had become such a disaster that ordinary people thought it would be fortunate if she didn't commit suicide.
Cyber wreckers were already spreading the news, and without even knowing it, she had become the entire nation's masturbation material and a target of sexual harassment.
The Pantheon users, who had happily(?) enjoyed sexually harassing a fresh and entertaining streamer in moderation as usual, argued that the Tower-Climbing Support Gallery was at fault for posting her in the Ascension Gallery and making her quit. The Tower-Climbing Support Gallery, meanwhile, fought back that the people who had been posting sexual harassment in the first place were more at fault.
Besides, since the original author of the post sent to Ascension used both communities, each side was simply insisting that the bastard belonged to the other side.
The fight continued until the next morning, with more than 20,000 comments arguing it out on the Ascension board.....
[Ding~]
[Newbie Lee Do-hee's Day 2 Training Stream!]
The woman everyone had naturally expected to quit streaming had returned.