Chapter 47
‘Ziiiip, z-zziiip….’
“Hoo, h-huff….”
-Thump, thump, thump.
The zipper pull slid down across her chest, and the tracksuit top opened on both sides as it was pulled off.
The large breasts hidden beneath the thick athletic wear were revealed, and at the same time, Cha Eun-joo’s heart began pounding like mad.
Her heart was not pounding simply because her tracksuit had been removed. It was hardly the first time he had seen her breasts, and he had even once stripped her down to her underwear and touched her.
The reason Cha Eun-joo’s heart was pounding now was that she knew this was only the beginning.
Starting with having her clothes removed, she would have to spend the next five or six hours obeying everything he told her.
And five or six hours of hypnosis was more than enough time for a man and woman to have sex for the first time.
-Sliiide.
‘Stay still…. S-stay still….’
-Slip, slip!
‘I mustn’t move…. If I move, he’ll realize I was only pretending to be hypnotized….’
Objectively speaking, Lee Seonho was the one doing something wrong by stripping Cha Eun-joo while she was under hypnosis, but she was in no state to make such logical judgments.
She had already pretended to be hypnotized by him several times, making her practically an accomplice herself, and today’s training had even been something she asked him for in the first place.
Even knowing that hypnosis meant she would inevitably do lewd things, she had been the one to ask for hypnosis training, so it could even be said that she was using him to satisfy her personal desires.
In that sense, she could have easily predicted a situation in which Lee Seonho stripped her like this….
-Jiggle!
“Hngh…!”
As expected, she was still embarrassed.
Even though she had shown them to him before, she still couldn’t calm down when it came to directly exposing her bare breasts.
The one fortunate thing was that her breasts seemed quite attractive to Lee Seonho. And, as it happened, she had worn her favorite purple bra today.
The bra was removed, exposing both breasts as they jiggled, and before long she could feel those two fatty mounds being toyed with as well.
-Squish!
“Hk, hngh….”
-Jiggle, jiggle!
“Hoooh, hoo…. Hoo….”
The moment her large breasts were exposed, Lee Seonho grabbed them firmly with both hands and buried his face between them.
Thanks to that, she didn’t have to let him see her face, which had turned as red as the evening sun. If he made eye contact with her now, he would realize everything, including the fact that she had been pretending to be hypnotized.
-Circle, circle.
“Eehh, hya…!”
-Kiss, smooch.
“Hnghhh, hihh…!”
Lee Seonho teased her nipples by circling them with his fingers, then suckled at her breasts with his lips like a child.
His actions were unbearably embarrassing, yet they also made her feel strangely, overwhelmingly happy.
After receiving his foreplay for the first time in a while, Cha Eun-joo inadvertently reached orgasm once in that state.
-Squeeze!
“Hngh, hng, hng, hngh…!!”
Ah, I mustn’t….
I didn’t prepare an absorbent pad today….
At the training grounds, Cha Eun-joo always placed an absorbent pad inside her underwear in preparation for situations like this, but she hadn’t managed to prepare one today.
Today, she had only been thinking about touching Lee Seonho’s cock with her hand in the hospital room. She hadn’t imagined for even a moment that she would suddenly be invited to his house and touched like this.
Yet regardless of her intentions, Cha Eun-joo’s body reached orgasm in response to the pleasure and ended up making a mess.
-Trickle-trickle-trickle….
‘Ah, aah….’
I’m so embarrassed. I want to die.
She wasn’t a five-year-old child, yet she had ended up wetting herself pathetically in front of someone else.
Strictly speaking, it was not urine but another fluid, but the fact that the situation caused shame made the distinction largely irrelevant.
‘I can’t marry anyone but Seonho now….’
…Though she had intended to do that anyway.
As Cha Eun-joo stood frozen in place after being reminded of just how embarrassing this was, she soon felt fabric brush against her lower body and something being removed.
-Sliiide.
“You’re all wet. I’ll take your clothes off and let them dry for now.”
“Ah….”
Before she could say anything, her clothes were being removed by his hands.
By the time she came to her senses, her pants were gone, leaving her wearing only a pair of panties and socks.
The purple panties, the same color as her bra, slid down under Lee Seonho’s unhesitating touch.
-Sliiide.
‘A, aah…! Kyaaaaah…!!’
The scream she could not utter aloud was swallowed in the back of her throat.
It was an intimate part she had never shown anyone before. Just exposing the two soft labia and the small bead hidden between them made her feel as though she would pass out from shame.
She had thought it would be natural to show herself like this someday, once she and Lee Seonho became a couple, but she had never dreamed she would be openly observed in this manner.
She had only imagined lying naked on a bed together and stealing glances at each other. That would have been embarrassing too, but she thought she could endure it if it were only that.
Because she had carelessly said she would undergo something like ‘hypnosis training,’ she had ended up in this situation. She alone was naked and exposing her most precious part, yet she was not even allowed to shrink away or cover herself.
But she had not been able to confess everything to Lee Seonho and suggest that they enter a relationship, since she lacked the ‘courage,’ so it was ultimately her own fault for running away behind a half-baked excuse like ‘hypnosis training.’
“Eun-joo, your pussy… it was this pretty.”
“Eek, hk?!”
“Cute, Eun-joo. It’s truly, honestly beautiful.”
“Hngh, hk…. Th-thank… you…?”
It was a compliment she could not understand at all, but Cha Eun-joo reflexively ended up thanking him.
In fact, most of her brain was already being used to endure the shame that felt like it was about to make her head explode. Unable to make a logical judgment in the situation she had created herself, she was thanking Lee Seonho for observing her pussy.
“……”
-Grin.
And Lee Seonho had understood her innermost thoughts from every one of her actions more closely than she understood them herself.
-Spread wide.
“Hih, hya…?!”
-Rub, rub.
“Hnghhh, hit?! Hngh, hnghh…?!”
After spreading apart Cha Eun-joo’s tightly closed pussy, he spread her labia majora with two fingers and rubbed her pussy up and down as though massaging it.
He wanted not only to observe more closely the pussy he had spent so long training, but also to see even more of her embarrassed expression.
-Lick.
“Hyaaah?!”
…And also to taste her pussy, which was endlessly leaking her shameful juices.
-Lick, lick.
“Hngh, hk, hyaak?!”
-Slurp, slurp, slurp.
“Eyaaah?! Hih, hk, hyaah…!!”
As though sweeping his tongue between her parted labia was not enough,
Lee Seonho used the tip of his tongue to lick out the clitoris hidden beneath its hood like a piece of candy, then plunged deep inside her vagina to properly savor Cha Eun-joo’s taste.
It was a situation so shameful she could have died, yet she could not tell him to stop, grab his head, or even resist by covering the space between her legs with her hands.
She had already endured pretending to be hypnotized while he stripped and touched her, so she could not suddenly say now that she had never been hypnotized at all.
If her current situation was shameful enough to kill her, confessing the truth would be even more shameful than dying.
-Sluuurp…!
“Hihhng…?!”
Even when his tongue slipped slightly deeper and touched the innermost depths of her vagina, she could not resist even once, merely letting out moans.
After probing deep once to confirm something, Lee Seonho straightened up, met her eyes, and spoke.
“…It’s your first time, Eun-joo.”
“……”
“Isn’t it, Eun-joo? Answer me.”
“…It is my first time….”
There was no need to explain what it was her first time doing. Cha Eun-joo had already felt for herself that his tongue had passed through once as proof of her virginity.
They said men generally did not like women with a lot of experience. Though it was shameful enough to die from, perhaps this was still one advantage she could use to appeal to him.
Of course, that thought only lasted for a moment before Cha Eun-joo became flustered by the reality of her situation and blushed.
“Eun-joo.”
“…Hngh, h, yes….”
“Even though you’re hypnotized, don’t lie. Answer honestly from now on.”
“……Yes.”
…Even now, he’s asking about my wishes first.
In fact, from the moment she asked him for hypnosis treatment today, she had been prepared to have her first experience taken without a word. As expected, there was no way Seonho would do something so terrible to her.
Even knowing that she was under hypnosis, he had always gone out of his way to avoid anything she disliked. His kind nature would not suddenly change overnight, so Cha Eun-joo quietly waited for his next question.
“Actually, I didn’t expect it.”
“Wh-what…?”
“That someone as pretty and cute as you, Eun-joo, would have no experience with men.”
“……”
“So at first, I was just going to have sex with you without saying anything. But now that I know you haven’t had your first time, if I thrust my cock into you without telling you, you’d wake up from the hypnosis deeply hurt.”
Really.
Really, I don’t mind.
You could just do it without saying anything. I wouldn’t be hurt or regret it.
She felt a little resentful that Lee Seonho was hesitating because he had no idea how she felt, yet she was happy too.
She was so happy that he was worried she might be hurt if someone took her first experience without her knowing.
With that fluttering emotion, Cha Eun-joo’s heart throbbed wildly.
“Eun-joo.”
“Y-yes….”
“To be honest, I was going to hold back. A girl’s first time is precious. So if, by any chance, you still hadn’t had your first time, I really intended to hold back today.”
“……”
“Having your first time end without you even knowing, while you’ve lost your memory under hypnosis, would be too cruel, no matter what.”
Ah, what do I do?
Now I really don’t think I can hold back.
I was already mentally prepared. It wouldn’t matter if you just started without saying things like this.
Knowing that Lee Seonho’s hesitation ultimately came from worrying about her only made her feelings for him grow stronger.
“But with your beautiful naked body, Eun-joo, right in front of me, I don’t think I can hold back.”
“……”
“So, Eun-joo, may I ask you just one question?”
…What the question was no longer mattered.
Her mind was filled with only one thought: what answer could she give so that Lee Seonho could take her first experience without feeling guilty?
“What ques—ah, no, yes…! Y-you can ask….”
“…If. If I have my first time with you while you’re under hypnosis, and you realize what happened after it wears off.”
“Yes….”
“Even if that happens, could our relationship continue from now on…?”
It would probably be impossible. If she were truly hypnotized and lost the memories of what happened while she was under hypnosis,
there would be no woman who could be happy about having her first experience taken while hypnotized, no matter how much she liked the other person.
Even if the person was the Lee Seonho she truly loved, if he did something like that without discussing it with her first… she did not think she could forgive him as though nothing had happened.
…But.
“Y-yes….”
She wasn’t actually going to have sex without remembering it; she was only giving him her first time while pretending to be hypnotized.
“It’ll probably be all right….”
She would not be hurt or feel betrayed.
Although she could not whisper words of love to him and embrace him during her first time, that too was the result of her own failure to find the courage in time.
If that was the case, then she had to at least lessen the guilt Lee Seonho would feel.
“I-it’ll probably be okay… if it’s you, Seonho….”
That was the greatest courage she could muster right now.
…Besides, having come this far, she felt she might not be able to endure ending everything without doing anything at all.
“Thank you for saying that, Eun-joo.”
-Pat, pat.
“Hngh, hit, hak…?”
“I’m really happy you said that, Eun-joo. I’m so glad I got to be with someone as kind and beautiful as you.”
-Pat, pat, pat, pat….
“Hih, hit, hnghh…? Hngh, hyaak….”
This…. The way he’s patting my pussy as a compliment….
Somehow, it feels good….