Chapter 55
Marriage?
Subin’s sudden confession left me momentarily speechless. She wasn’t asking me to date her; she had suddenly brought up marriage.
By the standards of my previous life, this was an utterly incomprehensible, lightning-fast development.
By the common sense I knew, the proper order was usually to flirt, start dating, get to know each other well in the process, and only then promise to get married.
Then I suddenly realized that, in this world, the very concept of ‘dating’ was rare.
The academy’s official name wasn’t the ‘Dating Academy’ but the ‘Marriage Academy.’
For the women here, dating was a luxury.
They had to meet a man, marry him immediately if they liked him, and have children to maintain the population. That was the common sense and instinct of this world.
A romantic process like flirting or dating was merely a fantasy that might appear in one of the adult anime Subin had mentioned.
When I remained lost in thought without answering, the color began to drain from Subin’s face.
Her emerald eyes trembled violently with anxiety.
Subin gradually hunched in on herself and became withdrawn. The atmosphere grew gloomy, as though she had remembered the trauma of being rejected by her friends.
“…I rushed things after all, didn’t I? I’m sorry, Sihyeok. Just pretend you didn’t hear that….”
Subin’s voice trailed off. She lowered her head deeply, looking as though she might burst into tears at any moment.
“Now that I think about it… no man would want to marry a woman with such a low sex drive as mine. I’m sorry, I’m really sorry….”
Her voice instantly turned tearful.
The long-standing wound of her HSDD was about to reopen.
I could see the traumas she must have suffered countless times in the past bearing down on her. Flustered, I hurried to comfort Subin.
“No! That’s not it, Subin!”
I urgently grabbed Subin’s shoulders. She was so fragile she looked as though she might break, so I carefully pulled her into my arms. Her small body trembled faintly against my chest.
“I wasn’t rejecting you. I was just surprised. I absolutely don’t dislike you.”
I patted her back and whispered as though soothing a child. Subin buried her face against my chest and began shedding the tears she had been holding back, one drop at a time.
I quickly turned the matter over in my head.
Honestly, there was no reason not to marry her.
I would have to live in this body for the rest of my life anyway, and under the law, men were required to marry multiple women.
Besides, a man with a strong sex drive like mine would inevitably end up with many wives.
‘Could I really accept such pure love?’ Guilt over that mingled with my intense desire to have sex with the woman in my arms. My emotions were complicated.
But one thing was certain. I was the only one who could stop her tears.
And I wanted to help her.
I moved closer to Subin’s face and gently wiped away the tears gathered at the corners of her eyes with my thumb.
“Don’t say things that put yourself down. I like you. HSDD doesn’t matter at all.”
At my sincere words, Subin raised her head and looked up at me.
The anxiety and fear in her wet eyes gradually faded.
“Really…?”
“Yeah, really.”
Her eyes, cleared of tears, held nothing but pure love for a single man.
I looked straight into her eyes and spoke.
“Let’s get married, Subin.”
At those words, Subin’s face lit up as though bathed in the brightest light in the world.
She smiled radiantly, wrapped her arms around my neck, and pressed her lips against mine.
“Yeah…!”
-Mwah
It was a clumsy but passionate kiss, driven by overwhelming emotion.
Our lips collided, and our teeth bumped lightly together, but all of her sincerity was contained in that clumsy kiss.
I hugged Subin tightly.
Her soft, pliant lips kept covering mine without pause.
“Hwaap, mm, chupt, mwah, chuup, uum…!”
Even though our tongues didn’t intertwine, our saliva mingled, and the wet, sticky sounds rang out loudly.
When we briefly parted our lips, Subin panted heavily and met my eyes.
“Haa, haa….”
Then she pressed her lips against mine again, far more fiercely than before.
This time, Subin pushed her tongue inside. I accepted it and intertwined my tongue with hers.
I had never kissed like this before.
It wasn’t a kiss filled only with lust, but a fierce kiss of love, as though we were caressing each other’s hearts.
“Joa, chuup, hwaap, mm, uum, smooch, slurp….”
A kiss in which she clung to me and begged for love. A kiss that showed me all of her feelings. That kind of love, and those kisses—I didn’t dislike them.
During the kiss, my hand gently stroked Subin’s back.
Before I knew it, my hand had moved down her back and reached her full, firm buttocks.
-Squeeze…!
The sensation of her soft ass filling my palm made my head spin.
“I like you… I love you, Sihyeok… Thank you….”
When we parted our lips, Subin hugged me tightly with an intensely aroused expression and whispered her love.
I lifted her up and gently sat her down on the bed.
“I like you too, Subin.”
I chose the most loving words I could for Subin.
“I was scared after losing my memory, but I was so grateful when you appeared at the hospital. I liked how kind you were to me, and watching you teach me so many things and look after me… I fell in love without even realizing it. Ever since we kissed last time, I haven’t been able to get you out of my head.”
It wasn’t a complete lie. Most of it was true.
A woman as beautiful and big-breasted as her had spent more than half of every day by my side, treating me kindly, and had even given me a blowjob. It was impossible not to like her—especially for me, a virgin who had never even dated anyone in my previous life.
Subin seemed moved by my words. With her eyes growing moist, she whispered,
“Me too… I think about you, Sihyeok, all day long. I’ve liked you ever since I first saw you—liked you all this time…!”
It was probably genuine. I was moved by such devoted love.
Was this the love of a childhood friend?
“I’m really glad you’re my childhood friend.”
Subin’s body flinched for a moment at my words. Then she hugged me tightly and stroked my back.
“Me too… I think it’s fortunate.”
I smiled faintly at her adorable face, so happy that her confession had succeeded, then kissed her again.
This time, I kissed her much more gently, with affection.
Starting from Subin’s lips, I began a trail of kisses down her neck and across her collarbones.
The farther down I went, the more of Subin’s clothes I had to remove.
Each blouse button I undid revealed more of her pale skin, drawing a gasp of admiration from me.
“Wow….”
I carefully undressed Subin as though unwrapping a present.
Before undoing her bra, I stroked her back and teased her for a while, making her body tremble faintly.
I didn’t merely knead her breasts; I slowly explored other places as well, including her navel, inner thighs, and the cleft of her buttocks.
With every caress, Subin seemed to grow hotter and let out moans in a variety of tones.
She also began wriggling little by little, gradually sinking into pleasure.
“Your nipples are hard.”
“Do you like it here too?”
“Tell me where it feels best.”
She answered my questions honestly, though shyly.
She told me what felt good, what excited her, and what made her happy.
I took off my clothes too, and finally, nothing remained between us.
I climbed on top of Subin as she lay on the bed and continued kissing her.
While kissing her, I lightly touched Subin’s pussy.
It was very wet. HSDD meant that her sex drive was lower than that of the women in this world; it didn’t mean she had none at all.
After kissing and being caressed by the man she had secretly loved for over ten years, it was only natural for her to get wet.
As we kissed, Subin reached out, lightly grasped my cock, and whispered,
“Sihyeok, now, put it in….”
There was no need for any more foreplay.
I positioned myself between Subin’s legs and aimed my cock at the entrance of her pussy.
Just before I entered her, we looked into each other’s eyes, as though trying to stop time for a moment.
Our own faces were reflected in each other’s eyes, and the sound of our breathing filled the room. The atmosphere made it feel as though only the two of us remained in the world.
My heart pounded as though I were a virgin again.
“I love you.”
Subin confessed her love once more. Touching my face, she spoke dreamily.
“I love you… I’ll love you for the rest of my life. Thank you so much for accepting my confession.”
I kissed her forehead and answered,
“I love you too.”
And finally, I slowly pushed my hips forward. As my glans worked its way into her narrow entrance, her face tightened slightly at the faint resistance.
“Are you okay?”
When I asked, Subin nodded with tears in her eyes. Her expression was pitiful, cute, and arousing all at once, a mixture of the pain of her first experience and the intimacy of love.
Unlike the other women whose pussies were extremely sensitive, Subin seemed to feel a little pain from my thick cock.
I kissed her gently once more to reassure her as I pushed my cock inside.
-Squelch.
Subin’s virgin pussy clung tightly to my cock.
It was very hot, narrow, and wet.
A sense of fullness spread through me as I filled Subin’s insides with myself.
A sigh laced with relief escaped Subin’s lips, as though we had finally become one.