Chapter 47
The husband was rapidly opening the wardrobes.
Seeing this desperate sight, Lee Shin-ah approached her husband.
She grabbed his arm as he roughly opened a door and shouted.
“What are you doing! Why are you suddenly acting like this?”
“.....”
Her husband turned to look at Lee Shin-ah.
Despair had settled in his eyes.
“I can tell what you’re thinking just by looking at your face! But your face right now...!”
Her husband paused to catch his breath before continuing.
“You’re lying right now. Aren’t you?”
“.....”
Lee Shin-ah was at a loss for words.
Her heart sank.
Her husband was suspicious, and Mr. Choi was hiding here.
She had to think of some way out of this.
“..... So that’s how it is... You really want to see it that badly...”
So Lee Shin-ah decided to make the first move.
Since her husband was opening the wardrobes at random, she had no choice but to show her hand first and divert his attention.
-Thud. Thud. Thud. Thud.
Lee Shin-ah walked quickly toward the wardrobe on the far left.
She opened the wardrobe containing her clothes, pulled out a pile of obscene outfits hidden in her travel backpack, and threw them in front of her husband.
-Patter.
“The thing you’re so determined to find. This is it. Feel satisfied now?”
Her husband looked somewhat shocked as he stared at the clothes spread across the floor.
Among them was also a dildo modeled after Mr. Choi’s penis.
“You.....!”
Jeong Hyeon-jae knelt down and examined the clothes Lee Shin-ah had thrown out one by one.
As he took in the lewd accessories and the obscene garments that were closer to scraps of cloth than actual clothes, he let out a deep groan.
“You’re a mother...! How can a mother wear clothes like this!”
“So what if I’m a mother? Am I not a woman too? Am I just a machine that takes care of children?”
“You...”
His wife turned away, tears welling in her eyes in indignation.
Jeong Hyeon-jae felt confused and looked again at the vulgar clothes before him.
The mature-woman-style cosplay she uploaded to YouTube was sexy enough, but this was on an entirely different level.
Not a single intimate area was covered; the design had plainly been created solely for mating.
-Swish.
And then there was the dildo in his hand.
It was modeled after a gigantic monstrosity, far too large to compare with his own.
How long had his wife been using this dildo?
“Do you know how long it’s been since we last did it...?”
That was when it happened.
At his wife’s next words, Jeong Hyeon-jae’s eyes snapped open.
When he raised his head and looked at her, she continued with a sad smile.
“You don’t even remember, do you? When was the last time we were intimate?”
Her husband lowered his head.
He had thought that since he and his wife were both getting older, they simply no longer felt that kind of desire.
No, perhaps that thought had merely been self-justification.
Perhaps he had wanted to rationalize his own poorly functioning penis with the assumption that his wife did not desire him either.
“I’m a woman too. A woman. But you haven’t even held me for years. Do you know how miserable that makes me feel?”
The husband who had made his wife miserable.
Jeong Hyeon-jae felt a pain as though his heart were being torn apart.
Had all of his wife’s warm words and actions until now been lies she had hidden for his sake?
Had she been using that savage dildo every night to ease her searing loneliness?
“I didn’t know. I had no idea...”
Jeong Hyeon-jae muttered that he hadn’t known as he covered his face with both hands.
Lee Shin-ah let out a sigh of relief as she watched him.
The clothes and excuses she had thrown out in desperation had worked perfectly.
“Honey.”
Lee Shin-ah approached her dejected husband.
She knelt to bring herself to his eye level, then slowly tilted his face upward.
Lee Shin-ah looked into his eyes.
“..... Do you love me?”
At that moment, Lee Shin-ah’s question was heartfelt.
Perhaps because her emotions had erupted like a volcano over this incident, she wanted to share her honest feelings with her husband.
She wanted to hear how he felt about betraying her.
“Of course I love you. More than anything in this world.”
Her husband looked straight into Lee Shin-ah’s eyes and answered with conviction.
Tears welled up in Lee Shin-ah’s eyes at his answer.
She replied,
“Then hold me.”
As she said that, Lee Shin-ah undid her dress.
She revealed the body she had maintained through strict dieting and exercise before her husband, then wrapped her arms around his neck.
She whispered into his ear.
“Please.... Hold on to me.”
Lee Shin-ah’s sobbing voice echoed through the silent room.
As she recalled the intense sex between her husband and Lee Ha-young, her shoulders trembled.
Even now, that sight remained a deep trauma that continued to torment her.
But if her husband held her as fiercely as he had held Lee Ha-young, she was still willing to forgive him.
Not only that, she also wanted to confess the sins she had committed, acknowledge both their sins, and begin anew together.
She whispered into her husband’s ear once more.
“Hold me... Hold me like you’re going to break me. Please.”
Lee Shin-ah’s mind had been warped by Mr. Choi.
Now, she could only feel the depth of love through intense sex.
Having lost her certainty about love because of her husband’s affair, she was using the direct and intuitive act of “intense sex” to confirm the depth of his love.
That was why she wanted rough sex with her husband more than anything else in the world, more than she wanted it from anyone else.
She wanted him to hold her as though he would break her and prove his love to her once more.
“.....S-Shin-ah...”
There had once been a beautiful time in their youth.
Her husband used to call her by her name.
Lee Shin-ah’s heart fluttered when he called her by her name again, and she looked into his eyes.
And then—.
“Haa—eup!”
She pressed her lips against his.
She felt transported five, ten, fifteen, twenty years into the past, back to the days when she had abandoned everything and chosen him.
Lee Shin-ah loved Jeong Hyeon-jae.
She loved him more than anything in this world.
She had wanted him enough to abandon her chaebol family’s privilege and endure everyone’s scorn over what they called a foolish choice, and she had proven that she was happy.
“Huh—eup.. Huuum... Haa—eup...”
Lee Shin-ah even forgot that Mr. Choi was hiding here.
No matter how incredible his sexual skills were, they could never tarnish the Jeong Hyeon-jae of her youth.
Because he was everything to her.
“Oppa... Oppa....”
Lee Shin-ah wanted to reclaim those days.
The days when Jeong Hyeon-jae called her ‘Shin-ah’ and she called him Oppa.
She wanted to reclaim those exciting, innocent memories.
And she believed they could still recreate them.
She believed they could acknowledge each other’s sins and start over with the resolve to atone for them for the rest of their lives.
“.....”
However, her husband’s reaction was lukewarm.
He did not passionately kiss her, nor did he pull her into his arms.
Lee Shin-ah opened her eyes.
“.....”
His face was filled with guilt.
He was looking down at his own unerect groin with a face full of despair.
“Hic... sob.... Hic...”
Tears suddenly welled up in his eyes.
Jeong Hyeon-jae embraced the sobbing Lee Shin-ah.
He cried out,
“I-I’m sorry! I’m really sorry! I-I want to try too, but...!”
“You don’t love me anymore, do you...? Right?”
“No! Why wouldn’t I love you! I...!”
“Then, then why.....”
You did it with her like that.
Lee Shin-ah barely swallowed the words.
“Shin-ah...! I’m sorry I didn’t realize it until now. I didn’t even know you were that lonely... Not knowing that, I...”
Her husband repeatedly apologized while holding her.
But Lee Shin-ah could no longer hear his words.
Having resigned herself, she gently pushed her husband away and gave him a lonely smile.
“All right. Let’s talk later.”
“Huh?”
“I need to get ready. You have to go to work too.”
“..... I suppose, but...”
“It’s okay. I’ve calmed down. You should hurry to work.”
“...Right. Sorry about earlier. Have a good trip with your friends, too.”
“Yeah.”
Her husband lowered his head and stood up.
He lingered nearby as though he still couldn’t let go, pacing back and forth several times, but eventually opened the door and left.
The room, swept through by a storm of emotions, was filled with nothing but silence.
-Bang!
At that moment, the bathroom door attached to the master bedroom opened, and white smoke drifted out.
It was the smoke from the cigarette Mr. Choi had been smoking in the bathroom.
“I was worried. I was afraid you might go back to him, Ms. Shin-ah.”
Mr. Choi emerged from the bathroom completely naked.
Lee Shin-ah raised her head and looked at his body.
Her gaze fixed on his magnificently erect penis.
“But apparently, your husband doesn’t desire you as much as I do, Ms. Shin-ah.”
His penis stood tall like a towering ancient tree.
Lee Shin-ah stared at it with unfocused eyes.
Her face was still marked here and there with dried tears.
The last tears she had shed while hoping to reclaim her husband had all dried up.
-Step. Step. Step.
Mr. Choi moved with leisurely steps.
His destination was the marital bed beneath the brightly smiling wedding photograph.
He lay down there and glared at Lee Shin-ah.
Her pupils were still fixed on the monstrosity jutting forcefully between his legs.
“The thing you’re thirsty for, Ms. Shin-ah. I’ll give it to you. Come here.”
Lee Shin-ah’s throat worked.
The corners of her mouth slowly curled upward in a grotesque smile, and she rose to her feet.
She approached Mr. Choi as though she were under hypnosis.
-Drip... Drip-drip... Drip.
Vaginal fluid dripped with every step she took.
She had desperately clung to her husband, giving him one final chance—no, trying to seize her own final chance—but he had ultimately kicked it away.
Now there was only one thing left to her.
-Swoosh....
Lee Shin-ah approached until she stood directly in front of Mr. Choi.
Before climbing onto the bed, she looked at his ferociously twitching monstrosity.
“Ms. Shin-ah. Come—.”
How badly must he want her for it to pulse and twitch so violently?
Lee Shin-ah climbed onto the bed.
She slid onto Mr. Choi’s stomach, reached one hand behind her, and grabbed his monstrosity.
“.....!”
It throbbed in her hand.
She could feel its intense heat.
Lee Shin-ah aimed it at her vulva.
Then she thrust it deep inside her vagina.
“Ngh—ah!♥”
Lee Shin-ah’s back arched sharply backward like a shrimp.
But only for a moment; then her upper body fell straight into Mr. Choi’s arms.
Mr. Choi caught Lee Shin-ah as she fell against him and gave her a sinister smile.
***
At the same time.
Jeong Hyeon-jae was sitting on the bathroom toilet with his head in his hands.
He was suffering from deep self-loathing over having left his wife lonely.
‘Damn it. Why! Why am I like this!’
He had been displeased by the changes in his wife.
He had deliberately ignored all her videos and Instagram photos, regarding them as a momentary deviation and failing to recognize her desires.
His wife had still only wanted to be a woman.
‘Kk...’
But his penis no longer responded.
Even with such an attractive wife before him, it did not move in the slightest.
Why on earth was that?
‘So she masturbated with that gigantic monstrosity every night....’
That bizarre masturbatory device suddenly came to mind.
It had been shocking enough that his wife used a masturbatory device, but its grotesque appearance had disturbed him even more.
Did his wife masturbate while imagining a penis that size?
Did she imagine accepting another man’s penis?
-Throb.
Imagining it made one side of his chest feel as though it were burning.
The thought that the wife he had believed was his alone might accept another man’s penis made his chest feel constricted, as though it were being crushed.
-Twitch.
At the same time, his previously unresponsive penis began to react.
Jeong Hyeon-jae made the fantasy more specific.
“Mmm...♥ You just watch from there, honey...♥”
On the bed, his wife wore an obscene outfit that exposed all her private parts.
A strange man was holding her.
Jeong Hyeon-jae’s penis began to swell.
“You’re finished now♥ Just hold that pathetic cock that can’t even get hard and jerk off...♥”
It was an utterly absurd sight.
His wife, wearing vulgar clothing and uttering vulgar words, climbed onto another man’s penis.
Soon, her buttocks began to move, and the intercourse began in earnest.
“Ahh♥ Ngh! Hng! Hk! Hng! Mmm♥”
Moans rang out through the room.
It was a violent act of copulation with a strange man.
Anger burned in his chest.
“Haa... haa... Lee Shin-ah... Shin-ah....”
Jeong Hyeon-jae called his wife’s name as he clutched his chest.
At the same time, he felt his own penis, erect to the point of bursting.
He stared in great confusion at his penis, standing tall for the first time in years.
‘W-why...?’
His penis had risen because of that absurdly obscene fantasy.
But Jeong Hyeon-jae did not want to miss this opportunity.
He wanted to unleash the manhood that had returned to him after all these years.
He grabbed his penis and began to stroke it.
“Haa... haa... haa...”
He made the fantasy even more specific.
He vividly imagined the scene of his wife and a strange man entangled in messy sex before his eyes.
His wife was clinging to the man like a frog and urging him to ejaculate.
“Ngh—hng! Ah—hng! Give it to meee! Fill me with lots of your hot semen, Master!”
His wife was rolling her eyes back as she shouted vulgar words.
Before long, the man’s penis began to twitch and spurt semen.
Jeong Hyeon-jae engraved that desperate scene deep in his mind as he began to ejaculate for the first time in years.
-Gush! Gush! Gush! Gush! Pshh! Pshh! Pshh! Pshh!
Semen poured down over his pathetic penis.
Jeong Hyeon-jae silently looked down at the semen clinging to his hand, feeling the lingering afterglow of his ejaculation.
Then he picked up his smartphone, watched his wife’s videos and looked through her photographs, and read all the comments in which other men harassed her.
Then, as if by magic, his penis began to swell.