Chapter 5
I clicked on the ninth video.
Once again, the video began with him reading aloud.
"Sex with that bastard wasn't something I could control with reason. I never knew sex could be this incredible. At night, sex with that bastard suddenly comes to mind. Especially when I'm writing my diary like this, I remember sex with that bastard, so.... I end up masturbating again."
He stopped reading and raised his eyes to look at Ha-young.
Ha-young twisted her legs as if she needed to pee and shot him a sidelong glare.
He snickered and resumed reading aloud.
"Now, sex with that bastard.... I actually look forward to it more than I feel disgusted by it. I'm scared of myself, too. I definitely hate that man so much I could die, but I don't hate having sex with him. What should I do now...?"
-Tap.
He closed the diary.
Ha-young was breathing heavily as she looked at him.
Even though he hadn't done anything.
"Good. This is what honesty looks like. How adorable."
Once again, he took a check from his wallet and tucked it between Ha-young's breasts.
A flicker of greed crossed Ha-young's eyes as she looked at the money lodged between her breasts.
"Why don't we sit and talk for a bit."
Unlike the impatient Ha-young, he remained relaxed the entire time.
He scraped out a chair with a screech and sat down, while Ha-young took the chair across from him with a somewhat displeased expression.
Meanwhile, he lit a cigarette, inhaled deeply, and exhaled—Hoo~oo-.
Then he opened his mouth.
"I've been reading your diary, and you know what I've realized? You seem to live a terribly boring life."
Those were his opening words.
Those words were the first blow against Ha-young's life.
Ha-young's brow twitched.
"Th-then! Is living a life obsessed with sex like you do supposed to be enjoyable?"
He chuckled as if her retort were ridiculous.
He answered.
"Sex is just one way to enjoy yourself. What matters is your state of mind. Looking into your true feelings."
Incongruously for him, he gave a philosophical answer that cut to the heart of life.
Ha-young swallowed hard and stared intently at him.
He opened his mouth.
"You care far too much about your surroundings. You're also pointlessly responsible. Your duty as a student, your role as the eldest daughter, the self-respect, dignity, and values you must uphold as a woman, your strict moral standards. Heh heh heh heh. If you go on living while maintaining all that, you'll collapse someday."
He denied Ha-young's life once again.
He was denying everything Ha-young had built over the past twenty-two years, everything that made her the person called 'Lee Ha-young.'
Ha-young replied in a trembling voice.
"Th-then. What are you trying to say?"
The cigarette was nearly burned down.
He crushed out the butt in the ashtray, sank into his chair, and answered.
"It's simple. Throw off everything that binds you tight and face your desires alone—your honest desires."
His tongue flicked over his lips.
Ha-young's shoulders began to tremble.
"I'll help you. It's not difficult at all. Think of it as a kind of treatment. I'll let you experience a new pleasure you've never felt before."
New pleasure.
Ha-young's throat bobbed.
Her eyes were already half glazed over.
The pleasure that had been instilled in her until then had numbed her thinking.
"Th-then how do I do that..."
"Just like with the diary. In front of me, you only need to open yourself completely and reveal your pure desires."
"Pure desires...."
"That's right. From now on, you just have to answer my questions honestly."
Ha-young twisted her legs and nodded.
He asked.
"What are you thinking right now?"
"I-I feel like my head's gone blank. And that I'm about to have sex with you."
"How do you feel?"
"Good... I'm getting excited."
"Are you wet enough?"
"Yes. I'm wet."
"Where, and how?"
"....."
"Where? How?"
"M-my pussy... It's soaking..."
"Do you hate me?"
"....."
"Do you hate me?"
"No."
"Then do you dislike me?"
"..... A little. I hate you."
"Why?"
"I don't know."
"What do you think I think of you? Take a guess."
"..... I don't know. Just your sex partner? Or a toy?"
"All wrong. You're the goal of my life."
His answer made Ha-young's pupils widen dramatically.
He said,
"You're on my mind all day long. How can I turn you into my kind of woman? What can I do to make you completely mine? Those are the thoughts I have. I think about you all day long like that."
Gulp. Ha-young swallowed.
Her pussy began to grow wet.
He opened his mouth again.
"What are you thinking right now?"
"..... I-I don't think I'll ever... be able to escape you...."
"What do you think when you look at me?"
At his question, Ha-young let out a heated breath.
I pricked up my ears at her answer.
Rubbing my cock, which felt ready to burst, I waited for Ha-young's answer.
"Right now, I'm excited. I like you."
Ha-young answered, panting hard. Haah—haah—.
He rose from his chair.
Ha-young rose with him.
The two of them threw off their clothes.
Wetness overflowed between Ha-young's legs.
"Hup-!"
Thus began the sex between Ha-young and him.
The two of them were like longtime lovers.
No, they had passionate sex like fated lovers reunited after a long separation.
As I watched them having sex, I frantically jerked my cock.
"Hnggggh... hngh.... Ha-younggg..."
And then I could feel it.
Starting with that video, Ha-young had completely fallen for him.
She had given him her heart.
-Gush! Gush! Gush!
That's how he ejaculated.
Every time semen surged from his monstrous cock, he clenched his buttocks and thrust his hips deep inside.
In that way, he poured his sperm as far inside Ha-young as he could.
-Trickle....
Semen trickled from between Ha-young's legs.
Ha-young's anus twitched, and his semen seeped into it.
Ha-young wrapped both legs around his waist as if begging him for more semen.
She wrapped both arms around his neck and stuck out her tongue.
Ha-young and the man exchanged a passionate kiss.
And so the video ended.
"H-hng... ngh... sob sob sob...."
Ha-young had completely given herself to him.
He had conquered her after only nine sexual encounters.
And thirty-five video files remained.
From this point on, Ha-young would truly begin her descent into depravity.
That must be how she eventually ended up as she was now.
"Pffhehehehehe... khehehehehe... keeheeheeheehee..."
There were still more.
A whole lot more.
Thirty-five of them.
I played the tenth video.
Now I was going to watch with my own two eyes as Ha-young fell into depravity.
"Today, I wrote in my diary while fondling my pussy again. Writing my diary is hard because it reminds me of sex with Mister. If Mister is reading this diary, please understand that the bumpy parts of the notebook are from my vaginal fluids dripping onto it. Sorry. Hmm. I just want to have sex. I keep thinking about Mister's cock. Ah. I think I'm going to masturbate again."
Having cast reason aside, Ha-young began to plummet in an instant.
She was succumbing to his viper-like words and becoming a beast stripped of pride and dignity.
She was already completely naked as she listened to him read her diary.
"Kukukukuku... Very, very excellent. It's almost beautiful."
He stroked Ha-young's head and whispered sweet words.
And, as always, he took out checks and tucked one between Ha-young's breasts and another between her buttocks.
Her pussy was already drenched with vaginal fluids.
"How does it feel to listen to your diary? And what does it feel like to write such vulgar words in it?"
"I'm excited. Every time I write a vulgar word, something hot inside me twitches. When I imagine my vulgar self, I feel like I'm going crazy."
He nodded with a satisfied look.
Then he smeared Ha-young's vaginal fluid on his hand, rubbed it around her anus, and continued.
"That's what liberation feels like. Throw off the shackles binding you and reclaim your true self."
"Hng... liberation..."
"That's right. The more you free yourself, the greater the pleasure you can gain. You can open your eyes to a new world."
"More.... Greater pleasure..."
Ha-young's pupils were unfocused.
Then she began breathing heavily, a grotesque smile on her face.
"That's right. From now on, I'll teach you slowly. You just have to leave everything to me."
"Nngh.... Yeah..."
Once again, sex between the man and Ha-young began.
The sex was almost identical to the previous video, but now he began trying new positions.
No, it was closer to a perverse act than a sexual position.
"Ah—spread them."
At his command, Ha-young opened her mouth wide.
He smacked his lips as he began gathering his saliva.
His filthy spit stretched in a long strand between his lips.
Ha-young's tongue came out to receive it.
"Hng... uung...."
After receiving his saliva, Ha-young rolled it around with her tongue and savored it.
Meanwhile, he began spewing semen into her pussy.
-Twitch! Twitch! Twitch!
"Kheuuu.... Fuck. That's so damn hot. Couldn't hold it in, huh."
An unintended ejaculation.
He pulled out his cock and pressed it to Ha-young's face.
Precum was still dribbling from it.
"Suck it."
"Nngh...."
Ha-young stuck out her tongue again.
His precum dripped onto it.
Ha-young lifted her head and took his glans into her mouth.
She sucked up the remaining precum with wet slurping sounds.
"Kheh.... You fucking slut."
Ha-young sucked his precum with an utterly vulgar expression.
Even the semen spilling from her pussy was vulgar.
-Slurp. Schluup.
His glans had been cleaned spotless.
He looked at his cock with a satisfied expression, then gave Ha-young her next order.
"A kiss of gratitude."
"Yes..."
Ha-young craned her neck forward and planted a kiss on his glans.
And so the tenth video ended.