Chapter 33
Dawn. I woke up even earlier than usual.
Mm… I can't sleep.
When I woke up, I could feel my body was a little warm.
…That scented candle made me have an erotic dream. What am I doing, acting like some pubescent middle schooler…
I couldn't see any sign of my body calming down, so I got into the hot spring.
I thought soaking in the water might help, but…
‘This is backfiring…’
Thinking about what happened with Ian yesterday only made me feel hotter.
Ian's breath brushing against my chest… and that huge, powerful thing of his…
…This isn't good.
I'd been having thoughts like this a lot lately, but this time it felt like they'd all burst out at once.
Well… I'd never once relieved my sexual urges.
Why not? Well… it's kind of embarrassing, right?
I'd spent almost fifteen years being conditioned to think I was a boy.
I used to think masturbating in a woman's body would be… weird.
Still, maybe doing it just once would be all right?
If I let this build up until I really lost control, it'd be a disaster. Imagine pouncing on Ian. I'd have to hang myself and die right away.
So this is unavoidable. It's something everyone has to do once in a while!
Having steeled myself, I slowly took off the towel covering my body.
The hot spring water was so clear that I could see my body even beneath the surface.
…Now that I think about it, this is really sexy.
When I lightly touched my breast, the large, soft flesh squished to fit the shape of my hand.
-Squish, squish
…It's incredibly soft.
I'd heard there were all kinds of breasts—firm ones and soft ones—and mine seemed to be especially soft.
No wonder they always bounce when I move.
Even so, it's amazing they don't sag.
“Mmm…”
As I fondled my breasts, I felt myself starting to enjoy it a little.
It wasn't some overwhelming pleasure… just a little arousing.
In manga, people moaned “Haaah🤍” just from grabbing breasts. Guess that was all a lie.
“…Uhn.”
…It's hard.
My nipples were really stiff.
They say that happens when you're aroused… Am I aroused right now?
“…This might be a little embarrassing.”
Still, I didn't stop. If I stopped now, all this would be for nothing.
I tapped my nipple lightly with my finger, then gave it a little pinch.
Really gently. They say it's a sensitive spot.
“Haaah🤍”
This feels kind of good…🤍
It felt a little like touching the head of a penis.
“Haa… mm…🤍”
Even though I wasn't doing anything fancy, just pinching and rolling it gently, it felt so good.
If my nipples felt this good, what about my pussy?
Without thinking, I lowered my head to look.
What I saw was a pussy without a single hair.
Was this what they called a pink pussy?
I lowered my hand and gently stroked around it.
Ah. This must be the opening.
It looks like even one finger wouldn't fit…
If I ever had sex with someone…
“Hngh🤍”
The first thing that came to mind was Ian's huge cock.
Just thinking about something that big going in there made my lower belly feel strange.
-Throb🤍 Throb🤍
I'd never done it before, but…
-El. You're cute.
“Haaah🤍”
In my imagination, Ian's cock brushed against my pussy.
That's something people usually do as foreplay before penetration.
But even though it was only foreplay, the pleasure felt much stronger than before.
I don't know anything about this…🤍
“Haa🤍 Haa🤍”
Even in the water, I could feel a sticky liquid.
It was probably my own arousal.
-El.
“Haaah🤍”
Just imagining Ian's cock rubbing against my pussy made me feel more and more wet.
But it wasn't enough.
I still hadn't reached climax.
I didn't know exactly what climax felt like, but if manga was anything to go by, I wasn't there yet.
Then I'd need stronger stimulation to climax…
Just then, I noticed my little bean.
In other words… my clitoris.
They say it's the most pleasurable spot on a woman's body…
Curious about how it would feel, I gently rubbed my clitoris with a fingertip.
I barely rubbed it at all, but…
“Haaah🤍”
It felt incomparable to before🤍
It was on a whole different level from when I was a man🤍
If it felt this good after just one little rub, what would happen if I really started touching it…🤍
“Hngh🤍”
What the hell is this…🤍
The overwhelming pleasure I felt when I pressed down hard on my clit with a finger.
Even though I was only pressing down, the pleasure was nothing like what I'd felt from my nipples.
If I moved slowly like this…🤍
“Haaah🤍”
I can't believe it feels this… good…🤍
I suddenly wondered what it would feel like to rub it quickly.
If I rubbed it wildly without thinking about what came after…🤍
Th-that can wait until later.
First, the inside of my vagina.
I tried slipping a finger into my soaking wet, slippery pussy.
“Uhn…”
I could feel something inside my pussy.
So… should I move it around like this?
“Haaah🤍”
When I moved my finger around a little, I felt a faint pleasure.
Is this… the pleasure of penetration for a woman?
It definitely felt good, but… compared to my clit, it was so weak…
Oh, right.
I bent my finger into a hook and inserted it again.
And if I scrape along the inside of my pussy…🤍
“S-success🤍”
It feels good…
If one finger felt this good, what if I used two or three?
No, even beyond that…
‘If a cock went in…🤍’
It felt like Ian's huge cock was right in front of my pussy.
If something that big went in, I'd die.
I might really die, but…🤍
-El. I'm going to put it in.
In my imagination, I took Ian's cock inside me.
Something that big should have hurt, but in my imagination, I was wearing nothing but an ecstatic expression.
-It feels good.
Listening to Ian's voice in my ear, I moved my fingers faster.
Without even realizing it, I added one finger after another…
But even with three fingers inside me, they were nothing compared to Ian's extra-thick cock.
In my imagination, I took that enormous cock gently, letting out pleased little moans.
Ian stroked my belly, which bulged out in the shape of a cock.
Each time he did, I trembled and let out more of my juices.
-I'm going to move.
I moved my fingers in time with Ian's rhythmic thrusts.
“Ha… haa🤍”
This feels good🤍
-Do you like it?
“Hngh🤍”
In my imagination, Ian was thrusting into me roughly.
He grabbed my breasts roughly as he kissed me.
-Thud, thud
With a lewd sound, Ian held me tight and began thrusting harder and harder.
‘This…🤍’
I like it🤍
Harder, harder…🤍
“Please fuck me harder🤍”
Into the pussy of this perverted slut masturbating while thinking of you…
“Fill me up with your cum🤍🤍”
In my imagination, Ian came deep inside my pussy.
“Haaah🤍🤍”
As warmth filled my belly, a mind-blowing pleasure rose along with it.
The pleasure surged up my spine, and all I could do was writhe and convulse like crazy.
This is… climax…🤍
“Haa… haa…”
I never knew something could feel this good…
I've been missing out on half my life…🤍
“Just a little more…🤍”
The desire I'd held back my whole life didn't fade after just one climax. If anything, it burned even stronger.
“Eehah🤍”
Just a little… just a little more…🤍
…
“…”
“El? Is something wro…”
“Please, I'm begging you, just shut up.”
“Uh… okay.”
I couldn't look at Ian.
‘Please fuck me harder🤍’
-Bang!
“El?!”
“It's nothing…”
I was seriously out of my mind.
It was embarrassing enough that I'd gotten horny and masturbated by myself, but my masturbatory fantasy had been Ian…
Should I jump off a cliff?
“I hope you two had a pleasant night.”
“Sigh…”
I couldn't help sighing at the elf attendant's cheerful greeting.
As if it had been pleasant.
‘Fill me up with your cum🤍🤍’
-Crash!
“Guest?!”
“It's nothing.”
Why did she have to say something like that…!
“El, what's wrong with you?”
“It's really nothing, so just be quiet…”
I could tell Ian was worried, but I couldn't say anything.
I couldn't exactly tell him I'd used him as material to masturbate to…
Why did I do that?
“Well… if you say so. I'll be in the hot spring today, too. What about you?”
“I'll just rest in my room…”
If I got into the hot spring with you now, I'd probably get aroused again.
Honestly, even after spending the whole night at it, I still hadn't completely satisfied my sexual urges.
I guess I'd been more pent up than I realized.
If I saw Ian half-naked in that state…
“Uhn🤍”
Just once, just one more time.