This Isn't a Place to Draw That Sort of Thing.

"It's a familiar ceiling."

I wondered whether the Fox Deity had taken any action while I was unconscious, but I got up, sensing the smell of blood filling the room.

Damn... I really did lose a lot. Shouldn't I have died from blood loss by now?

First, I'll clean up and finish the commission. I feel like I've slept for quite a long time, so if I don't start streaming now, my life may be in danger.

It's only a guess, but after losing this much blood, there was no way my lifespan hadn't been affected.

I must have lost at least half a day, or a full day at most, from my lifespan.

After wiping the dried blood off the floor with wet wipes, I immediately sat down at my desk and started working.

"Good thing I had almost finished it before seeing her naked. Otherwise, this would've been a real pain."

After sending the finished drawing to the client for approval, I began setting up the streaming equipment, and the Fox Deity, who had been hiding, suddenly popped out from the corner.

- Are you feeling all right?

"What are you going to do if I'm not? Even if I'm not, I have to get up now."

My life would disappear along with yours if I didn't start streaming right now.

Even if I was tired or felt like I was about to collapse, I had to start streaming.

- ...Are you not going to wipe the blood off your face? With your hair all disheveled and blood smeared across your face, you look like a complete ruffian.

"I'm basically a thug by nature anyway, so does it really matter? Still, viewers might find it unpleasant, so I suppose I should wash up a little before streaming."

It was my first stream, so I still had to make a good first impression. Then again, with this face, I could probably make a yandere psychopath persona work.

The commission hadn't been approved yet, so maybe it would be by the time I came back from washing up. I didn't want to sit around doing nothing, so I decided to take a quick shower first.

Because I was dizzy from blood loss, I had to use the wall for support even to get to the bathroom.

I couldn't walk normally on two feet; even taking one step made me lose my balance and fall.

Don't make the mistake of thinking walking was the only ordeal.

Naturally, taking a shower was an incredible ordeal as well.

My body, weakened and drowsy from the lack of blood, quickly drifted toward sleep under the languor induced by the warm water. Each time, the Fox Deity shouted to wake me up, allowing me to barely remain standing.

- This is why I told you not to act recklessly. What are you going to do if your limbs, which were perfectly fine, become useless too?

"But... your breasts would've been as luscious as my tail."

- S-Stop it! Saying that won't make me happy at all!

The Fox Deity huffed and stormed out of the bathroom, and in the quiet shower room, I stood under the water and thought.

Still, I definitely got to see as far as her breasts.

If I hadn't been able to see that beautiful flesh, I would've regretted it even after dying and becoming a soul.

The Fox Deity, who had revealed her beautiful womanly flesh, was truly beautiful.

More precisely, it felt like I had seen a kind of beauty that did not exist in this world.

Would calling it a body optimized for mating make it easier to understand?

Her body was filled with curves that would arouse anyone, regardless of age or gender, and even I, who had possessed the body of a female gumiho, had reacted immediately.

Though the outcome had ended rather badly.

"Even after awakening and looking at you, I only got as far as seeing your breasts... Should I call that a disqualification, or say that my affection is simply that great?"

After letting out a hollow laugh, I wiped myself dry and stepped out of the bathroom, whereupon the Fox Deity handed me something.

..."Isn't this a tobacco pipe? Why are you suddenly giving it to me? I don't smoke."

- Just take one puff. All the worries in the world will blow away.

"This feels like you're advertising drugs. Sorry, but I don't smoke. Instead of the pipe, let me suck something else."

For example, your milk jugs.

Ah, just thinking about it turns me on.

- I granted your request, so why won't you grant mine? The exchange doesn't exactly seem fair, does it?

At her words, I took the pipe, tossed it onto the bed, and towel-dried my dripping hair.

"That wasn't a request; it was an order. And when you're asking forgiveness because you did something wrong, you can't say the exchange isn't fair."

- I haven't done anything bad enough to warrant banging my head against the ground and apologizing. I merely played along for a moment because you were toying with your life.

"So you're saying you did nothing wrong to me?"

- ...Not exactly, but unlike you, who torments me with malice, all I want is for you to be happy...

"What kind of drug is it? Does smoking it make you happy? Are you telling someone who lived his entire life without knowing even the first thing about crime to become a criminal?"

Apparently, turning my body into that of a fox beastfolk and ruining my life hadn't been enough.

She had no conscience. Now she was determined to turn me into a drug addict outright.

I couldn't bring myself to throw away the antique pipe, so I put it in a drawer, and the Fox Deity spoke to me with a deeply offended expression.

- You could just close your eyes and smoke it once, you coward.

"I dream of being a long-lived eunuch rather than a macho man, so I don't want to allow any more variables into my life."

- If you're a long-lived eunuch, hasn't that dream already come true? I even made you one myself.

"I'm not happy about that at all, so could you please shut up?"

I dismissed the Fox Deity's disappointment, logged onto the community site I had used last time, and posted a message.

If I advertised here, at least one person would watch.

It was a shame that I wouldn't attract viewers by drawing lewd pictures, but if I kept at it, the audience would gradually grow.

[Drawing Stream - Finishing Up Something Vulgar]

Posted by - Fox-Beastfolk-Are-Fucking-Awesome♡

Taking recommendations for something to draw during a short break.

r - 18 is unfortunately not allowed. I don't want to get banned during my first stream.

Still, I'll draw as vulgarly as possible, so come visit in droves.

I wonder how many people will watch, though.

Recommend! 5 Dislike! 1

<Comments>

[Tentacle Pure Love : Ah lol, I'm applying right away lol I can't wait for the streamer's tentacle egg-laying fountain show lololol]

ㄴ[Fox-Beastfolk-Are-Fucking-Awesome♡ : You son of a bitch, did you not read the post? I said r - 18 wasn't allowed, fuck.]

ㄴ[Tentacle Pure Love : Th?en w?ouldn't it be p?ossible if you dr?ew it with pr?oper c?ontrol???]

[Mesugaki Discipline Breeding Press : Mesugaki okay? Being forced to pet her after losing to candy and climaxing... Ooh...]

ㄴ[Fox-Beastfolk-Are-Fucking-Awesome♡ : The last part is weird, you crazy bastard.]

ㄴ[Mesugaki Discipline Breeding Press : I only climaxed because I liked being petted. Is that a problem? You have been thoroughly ravaged by the lewd demon, sensei.]

ㄴ[Fox-Beastfolk-Are-Fucking-Awesome♡ : You crazy bitch... You crazy bitch....]

[Harem True Love Is the Real Thing : If you're not going to draw it vulgarly, why watch the stream? Your advantage is vulgarity, isn't it?]

ㄴ[Fox-Beastfolk-Are-Fucking-Awesome♡ : I will draw it vulgarly. I said I wouldn't draw r - 18, not that I wouldn't draw it vulgarly.]

ㄴ[Harem True Love Is the Real Thing : Isn't that? the same? thing?????]

ㄴ[Fox-Beastfolk-Are-Fucking-Awesome♡ : Is there any reason I'd get banned from my first stream for drawing r - 18?]

[NTR Is Truth : Sensei... Um, would NTR true love with a blond, tanned guy be possible?]

ㄴ[Fox-Beastfolk-Are-Fucking-Awesome♡ : Don't make requests here—come to the stream and request them!]

ㄴ[NTR Is Truth : Understood. Hngh...]

"Seriously, these bastards are unbelievably vulgar... How am I supposed to draw 18+ stuff on stream?"

- Vulgar, you say? That doesn't sound like something you said.

"Shut up. Don't talk to me anymore. If I keep talking to you, people will think I'm mentally ill."

- Hmm? Aren't you already mentally ill? Deliberately thinking about slitting your wrist does not seem like something a normal person would think of.

I ignored the Fox Deity, set the camera to point below my face, and immediately started the stream.

If I showed my face, people would realize right away that I was a gumiho.

If I focused it squarely on my breasts, people probably wouldn't complain about anything in particular.

"By the way, I wonder how many people will join? I hope at least ten show up."

When I look at web novels these days, they supposedly start out with a hundred or two hundred viewers. I wonder if I can get that many too.

Honestly, with a rack this huge and a mating-optimized body, it doesn't seem impossible.

While I was roughly sketching an SD version of the Fox Deity, a vulgar chat message caught my eye.

<You said this was a drawing stream, you damn liar lol>

"What? It is a drawing stream, isn't it? Can't you see I'm drawing right now?"

<Artist, how is this a drawing stream? All I can see is your breasts.>

"Do you think it's normal to ignore the picture I told you to look at and stare only at someone else's breasts as soon as you arrive?"

<What am I supposed to do when your obscene rack catches my eye before the drawing? lol>

"What do you mean, what? Just quietly look at the picture."

Current viewers : 3.

There isn't a channel tinier than mine.

Maybe I should've taken on commissions more often?

I had such an 'artist known only to those in the know' vibe that my post telling people to come watch the stream probably didn't draw much interest.

"It's fine. Where else would I get three people watching on my first stream? Thanks, everyone, for coming to watch."

<I only came because I was curious who this artist was who draws vulgar stuff so well lol, but then I got bewitched by those breasts, fuck...>

"No, I said stop staring at my breasts and look at the picture!"

<Who was it that seduced us first?! Try saying that after turning off the camera!>

"Turn off the camera?"

When I said that coldly, the two viewers who had been keeping silent started typing in the chat.

<Nooooooooo>

<You fucking bitch! If you're going to die, do it alone. Why are you trying to take us all with you?>

<No, that's not what I meant.>

<Just shut up, please. We're admiring the most perfect picture right now.>

Apparently, the viewers of my first stream aren't any more normal than I am.